nursyahirah!

2009-08-18T23:11:00.000-07:00

ive moved out of blogger.

toodless.

moved

2009-08-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

anyway i've MOVED !

like finally !

i wont post out the link here.

so if you want to know my new link ask me kindly. ^^ !

I will still keep this blog.

you can tag me and i will obviously reply you but i will not update.

-

2009-08-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

im going my own way

my faith has lost its strength again.

geez. school been Fcuked up ! i swear. test was difficult because i didnt study that well, duh~ i have to blame myself for that. Project due like 2weeks or more. But still it is a headache because i got 2 bloody project to do. beverage test is coming soon and i swear im going to fail it because it is F-ing difficult like F !

one of my classmate is super annoying like one F-ing pig who giving birth ! *roll eyes* Since i change my bloody ez-link card to the new adult one, it is super F-ing irritating that when ever my ez-link left $5, it ask me to top up like what the F !

Pass few days i didnt eat at school due to laziness. I know im such a F-ing pemalas piggo ! oh F ! i hate shatec for not having a uniform. F ! Every F-ing day i need to think what to wear. What the F ! & still shatec is F-ing stupid. HAHAH !! i dont know why, i feel like saying shatec is stupid.

oh, i feel like moving to livejournal or tumblr or should i just stay with this F-ing blog? HAHAH ! oh this post is going no where. Syahirah your life is so F-ing stooooooooooooopid !

Oops, im too vulgar today. too bad. im just frustrated.

bye.

if i say im very happy, i would be lying.

2009-08-10T04:59:00.000-07:00

first, boring monday

second, i've been online since 12.30pm and now is 8.00pm

third, im hungry like always

fourth, i need to study

fifth, shatec is a bitch

six, test suck !

seven, my hp suck ! like F!

eight, so does my mp3

nine, this post is going no where

ten, you wasting your time reading

& i want go buy maroon nails polish. ^^!

bye !

something about you is so addictive

2009-08-09T11:16:00.000-07:00

For the first time national day i went out. HAHAH ! i mean went out to other country. Usually i will sit at home or go watch fireworkss. Firstly my national day plan was to watch fireworkss but since none of the lembuss make it a confirm, so i went out with my 2 sister.

We didnt go far like england (HAHAH) we just go jb. Went out at 11.45am and meet big sis's bf at his work place. Then the journey starts from there. We laugh in the car like one retarded and one moment everyone is quiet. HAHAH ! Reach a shopping mall (i have no idea what it called) we have our lunch. I swear it is not that nice since everyone is hungry, everyone just dig in ! HAHAH !

Walk around but most of the time we were eating like alot ahr ! okie lets skip to the ending. While going home, me and second sis played poker cards in the car and i won like 2 timess. MUAHAHAH !! Around 10+ we had dinner at some seafood place and i swear i hate the place but the food is nice. First it stinkss, second theres this bloody cat keep looking at me when i want to eat, third theres a cockroach just walk near me. eeek ! HOW GROSS IS THAT !

After dinner, when back home. i sleep all the way back home till i cant sleep now. time check it is 2.33 in the morning ! how cool is that ?! but i think i better turn off now.

& happy brithday singapore !

i smile because of you.

2009-08-08T01:09:00.000-07:00

(editted)

what hurts the most is being so close to you.

but being close with you is what i want the most.

to dear friend,

2009-08-07T06:34:00.001-07:00

i felt so wrong to type this but i feel like crying for all of a sudden. When i dont even know why. i know when my eye keep twitching i know i going to cry one day. & as badly as a baby cried for milk. I dont know whats wrong with me. One day i go happy, one day i go sad, one day i go crazy and one day i go mad ! sometimes i want to be your ONLY friend but im being too shelfish because i know im not like that. Everytime i tried to say that i miss you, and you know i do, i thought you do something on it but turns out you dont. i want to see you so badly but when i see you i dont know what to talk.

i thought waiting for my friends every tuesday outside thier school i could bump into you and make it a coincident but my wish always didnt turn up. So lembus, i dont think i will be waiting for you guys again on tuesday. im sorry. im tried of waiting for more then 2hours.

i dont know what i want but i know i want to see/meet you. How badly i want to see/meet you, i keep it to myself or sometimes i will brag to lembuss. No matter how frustated i am with you, i didnt show that i am frustrated/angry. I dont know why i always happy when you're around. & i want to be your only longest best awesome "girl-friend" but i dont think i can.

Sometimes im angry at myself for being stupid, for being such a bitch. sometimes i hate myself for being like this. sometimes i feel like killing myself for acting so stupidly. but theres no one time i love for being who am i. never, once. okie maybe other kind of stuff that i like about myself for understand people easily. This is the other thing, i understand people easily but people dont understand me but i dont care much about it.

then i just got one favour from you.

love, your friend.
(i need a holiday badly)

no boundires make me reminds of you.

2009-08-07T05:20:00.000-07:00

dear friend,

good luck !

love, your friend

its friday and brother is already at phuket having bloody fun ! wth ! i also want go holiday. Lets rewind back, its 5 in the morning and its my time to wake up. But i tell myself, 15 more minutes but before that 15 more minutes i recieve a message from tash that lesson start at 8.30am. What else i do, sleep back even more ahr. HAHAH !

Actually the main thing that i wanted to say is, me, second sis, brother and his wife plan to wake up at 5.30am and bathe. Such a coincident, i told them i woke up at 5am since school starts at 8.30am, i change my time to 6.30am. So second sis woke up at 5.40am. So apparently, when one person go out from the toilet another person will go in. I swear it is hilarious. & today sun is super pretty ! i suka!

okie moving on, i have test today(culinary) and i know i going to fail anyway. I didnt study that hard and it takes 30% of it ! SHARKS ! When test started, i straight away open to the short answer questions. HAHAHA !! & i totally forget what i studied. oh F! very unlucky.

Test ended at 9.45am and demo after that. Making beef stew today. After demo, break then practical. Practical was okie today. Chop the onion make me cry, as usual. While waiting for the beef to be tender, me, ad and bern were outside. Then theres this guy culinary july intake. I swear he is super good looking/handsome ! BUT too skinny. Three of us thought he is a chiense so what else we do we talk malay. We say that he good looking but kurus(skinny). Then few minutes later, ai li talked to him. Asking him is he local or not because ai li say he dont look local and guess what, he is not local and he is from JB. HAHAHA !!

FISHTARD ! then ad were like, oooo ! cooooL ! so you know how to talk malay? and guess what he say, yup. SO for the whole entire time we were talking about him infront of him, he understand ahr. Still he give ad the face that i-know-what-you-guys-talking. BUT good thing is we say he is GOOD LOOKING ! muahahaha !

so moving on again, went home took the circle line and back home. but gosh ! it is still embarassing ! okieokie, shut up syahirah ! HAHAHA !!

hey lembuss, i dont know i can go watch fireworks with you guys and i know it is my idea to go but i maybe will be going to JB with sis.

okie i talk alot today and my eye keep twitching and i know that i going to cry badly one day, just one day. which i dont know when is the one day. HAHAH !

bye !

i admit that i really miss you.

2009-08-06T04:03:00.000-07:00

i know yesterday post is shitty nonsense like F !

school starts late today. & i come late for school.(hahaha !) lame right. School starts late and i still come late.(very the good !) & guess what, the mentor come so much later then me. HAHAHAH !! how awesome is that ! very right, i know ! ^^ ! thats why i like my beverage mentor.

moving on, beverage was the first lesson and i swear for the pass 5weeks of school nothing of beverage stuff went in my brain. im super serious ! we need to know the spellings of wines, where it come from and so on. & i swear i really got to start studying on it already because i know i going to fail my test with is on the week 8 of school.

oh sharks ! we havent even start the project, geez ! & i got interview on the 25th. shit ! i hate shatecc ! shatec such a BITCH !

& oh, brother going phuket tomorrow and yeah, i can use the computer whenever i want too. MUAHAHAHA !! still he using my camera. okie back to my school.

after beverage, had WSQ(dont ask me what it mean because i dont know either) then IT. as usual, IT suck because the teacher like CINA~! no wait, like typical chiense. okie anyway, after school went home straight. So theres a pasar malam near my house so i bought some food back home and guess what i bought 8 keropok lecoh(?) but the person give me 4. WTH ! ):

then when i reach home i just realise that the person give 4 only. So i complain to mum then big sis say, "i think you easy to be cheated because you are small ! people thought you are still secondary school like sec2 like that." then i was like WTH !! I GRADUATE ALREADY AHR ! WHAT SECONDARY SCHOOL ! I DONT LOOK LIKE ONE AND IM NOT THAT SMALL WHAT !

people keep asking me what secondary school am i. Who not sick and tired hearing that stupid qns. i do ! im not that small okie ! IM NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !

okie, i need to study for tomorrow western whatever they call test.(culinary) *slap fore-head*

all i want is to see you.

2009-08-05T03:06:00.000-07:00

how awesome can i be?

very awesome right !

heehee.

apparently, yesterday after my sch i went to meet lembuss like always. We suppose to go to sengkang to eat but we end up following ain to bukit panjang. Then to causeway. Had dinner and we went home. yesterday was actually a long day but im too lazy to elaborate more. chey ! HAHA !!

i reach home, it is already 9. I bathe and everything. Used the computer at 10.30pm and plan to sleep after that but too bad cant, need to study. Study till 1am and shatec is such a BITCH ! Oopss.. =x hahahaha !!

So morning, i plan to wake up at 5 but i was sleeping so soundly like pig who havent sleep for ages ! HAHAHHA !! Woke up at 6.30am, bathe, breakfast then study while on the way to school. See im still hard working/good girl !

First lesson was IT and IT lesson SUCK like shit in the toilet bowl ! So what i do, SLEEP LAH !! hahahha !! i know im very clever, got the opportunity to study but dont want to study, go sleep. Then wake up like one asshole with the stupid blur face wondering what the teacher doing. HAHAHA !!

IT ended, test started. HAHAHA !! test SUCK like F !

After that had 2hrs break. Then beverage lesson. I swear beverage lesson is like studying in england. chey ! HAHAH ! actually the air-con is too cold until 1 jacket also not enough. HAHAHA !! ad wear 3 layer and she still complaint cold. hahah !

After school meet hidayah and mooty at clementi mrt and off back home together. okie im falling asleeping when im typing this. i think you are wasting your time reading my post. HAHAHA ! it only looks longg but actually crap all the way.

bye!

geez.

2009-08-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

long day.

sometimes i dont understand.

2009-08-03T04:29:00.000-07:00

woah ! sometime i wish i want a laptop but usaully i dont ! HAHAHA ! im not a person who lovess laptop because im too dumb to use it. Im super serious !

so apprently yesterday, the whole day i seat with mum at KK. Then one by one came, who else my auntiess and cousinss. they left at 8.30pm. I waited for 9.00pm show at HBO but while waiting i fall asleep. Geez, i dont know how mum can take the coldness in the room. im already shivering like one mad cow with blanket on !

So at 11.30pm, me, dad and second sis went home. Plan to eat outside but end up cancel because everyone sleepy already. Reach home, big sis bought me this shirt, f-ing cute. HAHAH ! i swear and it is only 2bucks. Cute right ! HAHAHAH !!

At 1am, i went to bed.

Just now school was fine, i manage to pay attention on communication skills but not kitchen organisation. HAHAHA !! because kitchen organisation SUCK ! Still i got test on wednesday and i havent even start studying. WOAH ! cool right !

okie, ive been having very very bad sore thorat after i meet lembuss that day ! I swear. i think ain pass her sickness to me. I keep on coughing and i find it disgusting. eee-yerr ! geez. I feel super heaty ! i find it hard to swollow due to the sore throat. & i feel that im going to be sick !

thanks ehs ain -_-

& i miss fil !

i love this retard, i call my bestfriend

2009-08-01T07:57:00.000-07:00

okie, what have i missed. ermm.. let me start on friday since that friday is the worst friday ever !
31july, friday

mum been admitted in the hospital since thursday and i knew without mum at home my friday will be like arrrgh ! So i was totally scared that i might woke up late the next morning, ind offer to have a wake up call for me. So i told him i need to wake up at 7 and how sweet is he, he did call me the next morning. How stupid am i, lesson is at 9 and my plan to go out is at 8.30am. -_- how lame is that. While i was ironing my uniform, it was already at 7.40am. I keep on wondering and i just remember that im late ! like F !

I rush to school without breakfast. ): how sad is that ! usually mum will make something for me. okie moving on. How lucky am i, whenever i reach the mrt station the train will come like 2mins only ! HAHAHA !! how cool is that ! very right !

reach bukit batok and im left with 10mins to reach my school. Reach school and lesson start. appreantly i dont wish to talk about demo and practical but how stooopid can i be, i didnt bring my hair net and hair pinss. When it is the time the mentor wanted to check. F, it is always like this. Whenever i didnt bring the things, they plan to check. When i bring the things, they didnt plan to check. Irritating rightt !

okie moving on, school end at 5.30pm and i have to rush home to bathe and go to the hospital to meet mum. When home at 10.30 and went to sempang bedok to eat(like duh~ mum not at home all eat outside) and went home at 12am.

okie lets do this more often. Hanging around with my siblings. heehee.

1 aug, saturday

i swear i feel like a pig. woke up at 11.30 bathe and buy lunch, not breakfast but lunch. HAHAHA ! Brother and his wife is washing the clothes. So everyone is like keeping the house clean because we thought that mum going to go home today but mum call back again and inform us that she going home on mon or tues.

I NEED MY MUM BACK LIKE SERIOUSLY !

at 7 went to the hospital agian to meet mum but this time round i went home with my brother's wife. We went home at 10.00pm. tomorrow, maybe i will go to the hospital after meeting lembuss and the rest for annisaah's cousin wedding. i swear i need to go to the hospital. mum keep complaining to me and my siblings that shes bored.

okie bye.

i want everything back into place.

2009-07-30T05:24:00.000-07:00

i want to be your only best "girl-friend." ^^!

(hope so.)

(edited)

after school had lunch with lynn and ad. Of course i eat then around 3.30 i meet mooty at clementi mrt and we went to clementi ite to meet the rest of the lembuss. (HAHAHA!) Waited for nearly 1hour for them. haiis. they always like that.

walk back and took the train. Ain was touching my necklace and all of a sudden it split into two. she tried to fix back but gavin called her. She pass the neacklace to hidayah and guess what hidayah didnt know that she drop the main ring thingy and that ring thingy is the one that can fix it together. I was, HIDAYAHHHHH !! okie nvm.

Reach compass point to get the necklace fix and hidayah pay for it. HAHAH ! aiya, $0.50 only. thanks ehs. So went to banquet and guess what, i eat again. -_- ! and half way through my jaw hurt so much. stoopid !

reach home and guess what mum wanted to go to the hospital to get a check up on herself because shes been not feeling well since brother's wedding. & she just called that shes been admitted in the hospital till saturday. ):

okie bye !

2009-07-29T04:58:00.000-07:00

no point, repeating the same thing

i know you won't care much

school starts as usual and end not as usual. i swear today SUCK like shit ! & tomorrow starts early and end early but no point ending early also, i have to wait for lembuss if i want to go home with them.

BYE !

i lie to myself again.

2009-07-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

seriously,

i admit i miss you like F.

im being such a great friend, i waited for the lembuss for more then 2 hourss. i swear i was fcking bored ahr. all i did was reading a book but i only read 4 pages because i cant stand the noise then after reading i went to listen to the radio. From standing to sitting to standing again to sitting again and standing and sitting and standing agian and at last they end school. HAHAH !

school was boringggggggggg like shit. I end up falling asleep for the last lesson, which i didnt know that i fall asleep. HAHAH ! stoopid right.

i think im going to be busy soon because i got 2 project which is not done. & i got an interview like coming weeks and progress test are like next week. shit ! i need to get my butt back into my bookss.

then its like finally that my hair is all smooth back. Ive been using second sis cheap-O shampoo that damage my hair like SHIT ! & i swear i feel like cutting my hair already but NOOOO ! i want longer then my current hair.

& oh, MY birthday coming. 3 months and 1 day more !
i want ballooons, alot alot of it. one whole bunch also can. ^^ !

bye !

im speechless.

2009-07-27T04:58:00.000-07:00

i keep asking why, why, why

which nobody can answer me.

school was arrggh ! *roll eyes* ive been acting retarded-ly. How stupid can i be, i plan to go out at 10.30am but my lesson is at 11.15am. HAHAHAHA !! stupid right ! i know. So at 10am i still on the computer, when i think back, i just reliase that i have to go out already ! HAHAHA !! syahirah stooopid sia !

okie moving on, the whole entire day was raining and i didnt bring my red jacket ! wtF ! Going home time, i need to walk from school to the mrt and it is awesome ! HAHAH ! because i walk under the rain. okie, lets pray again that it rains again and again ! HAHAHAH !

luv it! HAHAHA !! sounds like lynn or is it her friend. HAHAH ! ^^

i cant use the computer for too long becuase i scared that my brother's wife will think, you know. HAHAHA !

bye !

woi ! can you at least say something. F sia !

2009-07-26T18:01:00.000-07:00

you act like nothing happen.

thats what im angry at !

went to grandma house just now and i tell you i laugh like fck ! HAHAAH !! i laugh till i feel like farting ! HAHAHA ! okie kidding. We went to grandma house at 8.40pm and went home at 10.30pm. How scary the place is, i cant even go to pee-pee all by myself. HAHAHA !! I hold on till i reach home.

the place is super scary with 3 big treess and mum knows whats going on with those 3 trees because it happen with cousin before. woo ! scary ! HAHAHA ! oh fck ! i want watch fireworks again because got heart shape. heehee ! i suka !(like mooty usually say)

Oopss ! im so vulgar/vulger. HAAHAHA !! (dah bodoh sampai tk tau spell)

okie im off to bed. byebye pantat-sssss

syahirah, pleaseeee.

2009-07-26T01:16:00.000-07:00

i should have known it from the start

cause this is goodbye.

i cant stand it anymore. i dont want to be like one retarded asshole sitting at home and doing nothing. i keep lying to myself by saying, nah.. im okiee. double the O.K. which actually im not. i dont know whats got into me. i feel so Fcked up right now and i feel like killing everybody who is talking to me. hahaha ! nah.. kidding.

i borrowed a book and i feel so stupid to read that book. dont ask me why. okie, i want to go back to the bookworm syahirah. 24/7 reading book. HEY ! dont judge the book by its cover okie ! i used to 24/7 reading love story-book !

for the record, i think i want go swimming one day. & i told ain and mooty yesterday that i want to admit(?) in a hospital till i die ! HAHAHAH !! emo sia ! nono ! syahirah is not emo-ing. shes just testing only. oh ! yes yesterday fireworks was super pretty. Especially the heart shape fireworks. HAHAHA !! ain tried to snap a picture of it but shes too late to get. aww, too bad.

i want to take 5 steps backwards.

2009-07-24T19:47:00.000-07:00

i cant stop lying and faking !

='(

syahirah, dont be like this.

im such a great friend, right?! heehee.

2009-07-24T06:06:00.000-07:00

i havent eat since morning. okie thats a lie. I eat 4 curry puff but super duper small ahr. I know it is a shock when i say 4 curry puff, sounds alot right ! HAHAH ! then i eat 4 brownies with chocolate on top. WOAH ! superb sia !

& now im double O.K !

going to watch movies tomorrow with the lembuss and watching fireworks after that ! im dying to watch fireworks ! PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASEEEEE ! if tomorrow plan is cancel, i think i will go out by myself ! xP no i will kill the three of them !

ehs ehs, im such a cool/great/fantastic friend right, i can read mindss ! woooo ! be scared.. wooo.... ! okie enough lah ! nonsense sey !

back to what im suppose to say, religious class tomorrow as usual. I must be happy to go if not i will have a hard time reading. Dont ask me why, im like that already.

School just now was hilarious. I swear, i laugh to myself alot ! yes, aku gila ! i bet now also i dont talk like i usually did. apparently, practical was double the hilarious and double the irritating ! i was sweating like a smelly pig although theres a fan infront of me. Then my partner when to do a sour thousand island which she say it is suppose to be like that. HAHAHA !! but i love my partner so much !

i swear i hate cutting onion. it make me cry ! =' HAHAHA !!

so next week practical will be soup ! lynn will be looking forward to it because she love the mushroom soup so much. & oh ! get well soon sally. although he's not going to read this but aiya, get well soon lah ! heehee.

okie, i creap myself up. I sounds like a person who just came out from IMH. no wait. buangkok green lah ! sounds so much nicer. Just now in the train i can laugh to myself and oh ! i keep listening to radio and laugh to myself. HAHAHAH !! kate org gile kan. Actually i want to laugh till theres tears. I want to laugh like one fcking retarded !

& I think i better end this before my post getting more and more nonsense. Actually you are wasting your time reading. HAHAHAH !! because im just crapping. I wanted to brag about my life but somehow nah... for what sad, sad right !

so, so long peopleee ! bye!

im sorry, i got to block you till im alright.

2009-07-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

ive got alot to say but when im already right infront for the computer and into blogger somehow everything disappear. Since just now i keep having butterfly in my stomach and i dont know why. Ive been eating one meal per day and it is so not like me. school has been fine but my life is not. Im having a hard time getting myself online or blogger. I havent relink people and im sorry.

i plan not to online today because im just too lazy but i just have to let this go. blogging is like my friend, i have to blog to make me relief.

i dont know how to put this but i make it simple as possible.

dear friend,

this is a little embarressing but i have to say it if not it will bug me. hahahaha !

you once told me to hear no bounries and i dont get what you mean. I went to ask around what does the song means and finally i knew. you once told me this, every step you climb another mountain. Every breathe its harder to believe. you'll make through the pain, weather the hurricane to get one thing. and i know you trying to say dont give up on what im trying to do. Ive tried my best on everything and end up i fail. how stupid am i.. :X

its been nice knowing somebody like you who always put a smile on my face and never give up on making me happy. thats so sweet of you and i got the wrong idea on everything you've done. i dont want to lose a friend like you and you should know why. heehee.

& i admit that i miss you.

i want to be your close friend for many many many years. lets put everything behind.
thank you, dear friend. thank you so much. cake for your birthday okie! ^^ lets celebrate it together since every year no one celebrate our birthday. heehee. xD! promise?

love,
nursyahirah.

im surprise that every girl in school knows you.

2009-07-21T01:53:00.000-07:00

Since today is racial harmony day i decided post a picture that taken last year. My class such a wonderful class, nearly everyone wore. & that is my first time in compassvale life i wore enthic custome for racial harmony day. HAHAHAHA !

okie moving on, yesterday i was having a very very very bad stomach ache. It is so bad that i went to the toilet for 6 times. I didnt had breakfast nor dinner. I only eat lunch. Even 4 in the morning i get my butt up just to go to the toilet and i thought im the only on who having this problem but dad have it too ! HAHAH ! not trying to say the food is poison or what it is just that we eat too much of the same food over and over again till we got sick and tired of it.

I cant even smell it. It make me puke ! im super serious !

So i went to school with a bad bad headache and i nearly fainted. I swear ! I was to terrified that i might faint in the train. I just cant stand the pain, i when to find a sit but by the time next stop is already at jurong east. how pahetic is that !

I reach jurong east, i feel like puking/vomitting, somehow i dont feel good ! Mrt came, i sit down and i keep stopping myself from vomitting. Reach bukit batok, told ad that i want to buy some food so we stop by at mr bean.

So lesson started, my eyes cant seems to open and listen to the mentor. Few minutes later, i was fast asleep. HAHAHAHAH !! i sleep like nobody busniess. Then i woke up, force myself to listen but somehow my head is on the table, then all of a sudden i was fast asleep again !

I only woke up when it is time for lunch ! HAHAHAH !! then after lunch had the same mentor again but different subject. I thought i can stay awake and listen to the mentor for the next lesson but actually i didnt. I was sleeping again and listening to a radio!

I only woke up when the lesson going to end. HAHAHA !! Ad was happily listening to music and drawing. She also didnt pay much attention on the mentor. I told myself that im not going to eat the same rice and same dish again. So i bought outside food.

My parents were craving for outside food also so they ask me to buy for them too. big sis reach home and complaint that shes not going to eat the same old food again and again. The only one that can eat that rice and that dish is brother and his wife. I dont know how come they can still eat that same rice over and over agian.

school is such an asshole. & oh ! sorry lembuss never wait for you guys today. Was super super hungry and having the worst stomach ache ive ever felt. So i went home straight after school. since ive update already, i dont think i can use the computer at night.

i really need to get use to having brother's wife at home. & i keep telling her that i want to make for her flower pancake but i still didnt do !

bye!

sometimes i feel, i should just give up.

2009-07-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

helloooooooooo ! i just came back from school and i know i've not link people up and not blogging due to brother's wedding. I amid that i nearly cried on the saturday. Im super serious. Im happy for him but behide that i cant spent any time with brother now. =( he is the only one that im closes with among my siblings. he is the one i joke around with and now he have his own life. I know he still love me but sometimes i feel like... okieokiee lets move on before theres tears.

Friday, 17july

it is big sis birthday and everyone wish her happy birthday but she still not happy with it because no one give her a present. One hilarious thing she did is to post a birthday card to herself. HAHAHAHA ! I wanted to buy for her a cake but everyone is busy with brother's wedding.

I went to school with a bad bad sore throat which i cant even talk and a fever. Wore the slacking outfit with slipper and ohFISH ! me and ad got caught for wearing slipper. Stoopid school ! *roll eyes* I went for demo but i cant take it anymore i went home so i didnt went for practical. I was so so sick that i plan to go home and sleep but turn out grandma at home and few minutes later my aunt and my cousin came.

Still all the furniture have been pushed to one side. I went up to sleep and i still cant. with the noise in the house i went up and down just to get myself tired so that i can sleep easily. HAHAH ! stooopid plan right.. So when i started to feel so tired and heaty i went to sleep & this time round i do sleep ! HAHAHA ! i was having a bad headache, super bad that i nearly feel like fainting. SERIOUSLY !

I think i slept for a few hours only. when i heard my big cousins voice, i straight away woke up and went down and of course with a sick face ahr. I cant stand my head i went to eat medicine but by the time, i need to go down and help out with brother already. So me and brother wipe 300 chairs together. Starting out with one table when my brother is already done with one table, i only wipe 3 chairs. HAHAHAHAH !! brother was like, SLOW SIA YOU ! heehee. what to expect right, im sick and i just had my medicine.

when the chairs are done, i went up to help sis. Then i got nothing to do, i went to complete the wedding cake. So by the time, all my aunties,uncles and cousins already at my house. Around 9pm, cousin friend came to do hannah. & i was force to do also ahr ! Hannah is super smelly for me ! i just cant stand the smelly smell but i only do 1 hand only.

So my uncle went home at 11pm. My cousins went home at 12am. The rest "camp" at my house. HAHAHAHA ! no it sounds nicer if i say "holiday" at my house. ^^ ! Around 2am i heard, the decorations people came down to decorate the table and stuff but i dont know who went down to check on it because i know i fall asleep already.

saturday,18july
brother's actually wedding day !

Woke up at 8 i guess because the house is super noisy as usual. Went down to help out without bathing and brushing my teeth. By the time i wanted to bathe it is already 10. Take turns to bathe. so i was with my 2 sis all the time. Wearing blue on that day and it is super obvious that 3 of us is brother's sistersss. HAHAHHA !! because we are the only one wearing the same.

when it is time to go to the girl side, i didnt take the bus but i follow big sis's car. & we only bring along the ring. the money(hantaran) and chocolatess. HAHAH !! easy job ! Reach the girl place as usual we are the first one to arrive. Waited the rest to arrive and then went off to the house. Brother first one to enter follow by the photographer then me and my sis. MUAHAHAHA !! We sit super near with brother.

When the whole event is done. Big sis keep saying that she wanted to cry and i swear i nearly cried too ! it is just unbelieveable. Went down to the multi-purpose hall to eat and take some pictures. It is just sad that the girl side family is not complete. that is another story which im not going to elaborate on that.

After eating and picture taking, the rest went off but me, my 2 sister and borther's freindss stay there for a while. We waited for 15mins (i think) for the photographer and we went back home. Reach home eat and i striaght away went to have a shower. I really cant stand the stoopid make up on my face. arrgh ! By the time it is already 7pm and everyone have to go down because theres guest who came today. & i just went down wearing t-shirts and pants. HAHAHAH ! second sis was like, you are so horrible !

I went to complete the whole cake again with big sis downstairs and i keep forgetting stuff. i went up and down like 6times. Fix the cake and went up. Wash all the stuff and have a rest. When it is time to sleep, 4 of us is at brother's room, we laugh at some videos and picturess. brother still can make up some stories on the picturess and theres a link on it.

Then at 1, all went to sleep.

sunday, 19july
the feast ^^

Woke up at 8.30 went down help brother again without bathing and brushing my teeth. HAHAHAH !! When im done helping borther, i went to big sis and help her on decorating her car which the bride and groom not using. -_- ! With me and my sisterss havent bathe, some holy people came already. Dad was like, can one of you go bathe and get ready !

& apprently 3 of us is the last one to get ready. As usual been force to wear make up again -_- ! after that mum was like nagging at 3 of us for being slow. When im done, i went down and do the chocolates. Cousins just reach also when i went down. Then few minutes later, the whole event started. Im will heels and i swear my feet hurts so much i went to change to crocs. super unglam.

second sis was nagging at me for being unglam, i went to change back to the heels. Fetch, ad, ardy and the rest at mrt. okie lets skip.

Event end at 5-6pm. Pack up and everyone is super exhuasted ! The house was super noisy because none of us wanted to get our butt up to help so my aunt nag and nag and nag while my mum just kept quiet. Everyone went home at 10pm.

Brother went home at 9.30pm. Send my aunt home & all of us clean the house slowly.

monday, 20july

woke up at 9am for school -_- ! and my feet still hurts like SHIT ! school was boring and sleepy. & today is such a stupid day. & darren is back with his lame jokee ! -_-

Before i go off, i just want to say that i wont be blogging or getting myself online that often like i usually did. Dont ask me why.

okie bye !
ill post the pictures when i get all of it.

i keep lying to myself.

2009-07-18T10:50:00.000-07:00

im not suppose to blog and time check it is 2 in a morning. I cant sleep and i dont know why. Im super tired. I went up and down for 6 bloody times because i keep forgetting about the cakes stuff ! I think i got short term memory ahr. HAHAH !!

the pictures taken by the photographer is FCKING nice ! i swear ! and on the friday night, i was having a bad fever and headache but i keep on doing the cake. -_- ! Sis keep forcing me to wear hannah and i super super hate it because it stinks so badly !

Then today, i was force to wear make up ! arrgh ! Went to my sister-in-law side (HAHAHA) then when i reach home, i straight away bathe and remove the very very uncomfortable make up ! Im super serious, make up irritated me so much !

So tomorrow going to be a very very tired day. My room is in a mess. Theres like, 3 people sleeping at my living room and that is my grandma, aunty and darwis then my bed, my another aunt and dini then i have to sleep with brother.

& oh ! my brother is super super hilarious ! the pictures that we took, he can make into very very hilarious story till 4 of us laugh like shit ! Even mum join in.

ill update more in details when the wedding is done and i got all the hilarious/pretty picturess ! & i think i going to love tomorrow !

goodbye !

i think i should see a doctor.

2009-07-16T08:39:00.000-07:00

im down with fever, 37.9

Good ehs !

brother's wedding in 2 days time and im sick !

My throat is super duper freaking painful like shit !

For the whole freaking day i didnt drink a thing,

i just cant drink, it is too painful !

i want to meet you la.

2009-07-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

hidayah asked me to post this picture because she wants the picture. & HAHAH ! it is my last year form teacher. We suppose to edit other stuff but one of my classmate edit mr tang's face and everyone goes like this, "WHOA ! CUTE SIA !!!"

Then the class plan to print out the picture and paste it on our class notice board and they did. Mr tang didnt say anything about it but theres one teacher just thought that we are insulting him. -_- wth ! So the teacher when to throw away the picture. haiss. sec4 is like heaven !

okie moving on, school just now was a slacker. I sleep through out the kitchen organization lesson. I swear it is super boring like fck! I only wake up when the lesson end. HAHAHA !! cool right !

So reach home, i sleep again till 6.45pm. geez! i feel like a pig ! Then woke up, bathe and start doing the cake. I somehow knew that the first try wasnt what i wanted so i keep doing it and turn out not even one is done. So mum ask me to do it tomorrow. Somehow shes like asking me to take my time.

So sweap and mop the floor and i already got a back ache HAHAHA ! old already, i guess. uncle came just now i mean my mum side uncle then few minutes later, my dad side came. *roll eyes* reason he(dad side) came because he cant come on both of the wedding days. *roll eyes* then my uncle(mum side) keep asking me about him and all my answer is i dont know ! i fcking hate my dad side ! *roll eyes*

okie im hungry but im so lazy to go down to take the food in the kitchen then indra say, "roll down ahr". LAMEEE LAH !

you always dont understand what im trying to say.

2009-07-14T06:15:00.000-07:00

my two sis in a good mood and it is very very creapy but GOOD !

HAHAHAHAHA !!

Brother will be home in a short while.

Im having stomach ache ):

and everyone in the family is HAPPY ! ^^ !

because brother's wedding day is coming.

bye !

thank you.

2009-07-13T04:18:00.000-07:00

okie i look retarded here.

school was okie. For the whole entire day i was talking nonsense to darren & about just tiny winy thing we end up quarrelling. HAHAHA !! He was lame for the whole entire day lah ! then i say my sis love to do the LOL hand sign then since then darren keep doing it. A little bit LOL with the hand sign. -_-

So i keep showing him the lame sign. I swear he is fcuking lame ahr ! one of it is, "if you fart means that your ass/butt is laughing." -_- it is super stupid and lame ! but i end up laughing on that ahr because it is too lame.

We were having communication skills then my mentor were talking about relationship and what so ever. So theres this part he say, some people when heart broken take an MC. Then ad burst out laughing on that. I wasnt really paying attention. So i ask ad to explain. She keep on laughing like one mad cow. I swear she laugh like siao ! She was like, "who sia ! hahah! take hahah ! mc when heartbroken. HAHAHA !"

Then i say, "i think that person go to the doctor then when enter the room already, the doctor ask whats wrong with you, i think the person will say, im heartbroken." i just say that and ad continue laughing again and obviously that darren keep doing the LOL sign again. -_-

Gosh! lynn better dont skip lesson anymore, i cannot stand darren ! HAHAHA ! Then when we walk back to the mrt, he keep saying LOL sia ! which is not even funny. He say in a sarcastic way. -_-

i swear he is fcuking lame till i cannot stand him !

i just dont know what to say.

2009-07-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

i went to cut my fringe like finally. I got irritated with it. & its a fail to keep long fringes and i got the feeling that it look ugly like super ugly on me. HAHAH !! & yeah i know it is kinda too short but hey, hair growss ! ^^ !

so it is less then a week to borther's wedding. Tomorrow school again. & i hate having theory becuase i need to think on what to wear. I hate going school wearing home clothes. I rather have a uniform then wearing home clothess. *roll eyes* im serious !

i watch not even 1/4 of the p.s i love you movie because second sis is having a bad bad PMS ! hahahaha !! like eek-yer ! it is so bad that i feel like smacking her face at the wall. arrgh ! stupid sis ! why do i have a lot of sister?! irritating a-holess peoplee.

& oh i really want watch fireworks ! ):

when are you going to finish my sentence?

2009-07-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

its been raining for the pass few days and i likeeee ~!

okieokiee, this is hilarious, my second sis got busted. She was with a guy or two, i have no idea and they/him got a bike. So i think she just reach my block and all of a sudden my dad arrive. & of course duh~ he ask my sis to go up and not hang around there and obviously my dad nag at her. HAHAHA ! okie, im being mean to laugh at her but it is super hilarious man ! They didnt know about the thing and the thing. you know. HAHAHAAHAH ! never mind.

okieokiee, moving on. religous class was a arrgh ! as always. Then after that we went to buy the wedding cake stuff. -_- bought food and i keep on eating and eating in the car. HAHAHAH !! i was super hungry ahr ! i woke up at 10am then go out at 10.30am. -_- i hate going religous class with dad, he will nag nag nag nag early in the morning.

okie whatever, now it is raining and i likeeeeeee ! ^^ ! i wonder when does singapore going to snow?! or when am i going to go korea when they are having snow?

LOL !

i dont get it on what you trying to say actually.

2009-07-10T04:05:00.000-07:00

shatec teach me how to eat peanut butter and jam. ^^ !

okie, i think i hate friday so much untill i feel like killing myself ! arrgh ! okie just jokingg. heehee. Tecnically, the reason i hate friday is because i have practical at a hot kitchen which i hate hate hate hate it so bloody much ! I will sweat like a piggy pig pig ! or filzah would say PIGasus ! HAHAH !

okie moving on. Demo was fcuking boring lah ! i nearly fall asleep and i dont understand a single thing he say btw, i got a new mentor who just enter shatec like few weeks ago. He is super super nice ! So he kind a new and kind a scared to realise us early. As early as 10+am. So he drag the time till 11.45am of doing nothing.

We supposly to learn about some cutting and i tell you, i cant stop laughing about the names. Im super serious ! HAHAHAH !! pipit was tell me what is what and i keep forcing myself to remember it becasue my mentor going to ask which is which. But somehow, i keep on laughing non stop.

pipit: why are you laughing so hard? correct what the names.
me: nah.. its just that the names are too funny for me to remember.
pipit: oh ! HAHAH ! YA ! true true.
me: *keep on laughing till the mentor come to our table*

So i've been standing for only 3hours and my legs are so painful. Then when i saw a sit somewhere/everywhere/anywhere i end up sitting down. Seriously, i feel like i've been standing for 10hours or more. Ad was like, gosh ! we only stand 3hours ehs. last time was 5hours or more we still can take it. this one 3hours only we complaint !

From outram to kovan, i sleep all the way till i dont even feel like waking up when i reach kovan. Bought macflurry like finally. & i really really want to go swimming lah, asshole ! tomorrow saturday, NO SCHOOL ! HAHAHAHAHA ! so happy !!

okie bye.

oh, F

2009-07-09T04:21:00.000-07:00

ive become more and more lazy and everybody start to piss me off ! School was okie, i just need to get use to the timetable. Tomorrow is practical and i dont think we going to have one. If we have one, all i can say, "hello ! hot kitchen. -_-"

mum is pissing me off about the cake. geez ! arrgh ! and i going to hate next week so badly. For your information, i dont think the cake going to turn out good, i just feel it. Brother is irritating, second sis fcuking irritating like shit!, big sis is crazy-shes been happy for the past few days and it creeps me, dad is irritating-keep asking me to charge the camera when it dont even need to charge at all !

Apparently, everyone irritated me. my house is totally in a mess and all the curtains at home/rooms have been remove and mum going to put a new one. Now its my turn to change my bedsheet(lazy).

im having migraine now so bye !

you always put a smile on my face (:

2009-07-08T06:29:00.000-07:00

Apparently, today was the most boring day ever beside the last lesson. HAHA ! Last lesson was kinda dry but the mentor is awesome. ^^ !

Yesterday i was late to school and so does today. Actually im not late, i reach bukit batok in a right timing but i waited for lynn and ad. Somehow they both are late but i dont mind waiting because i dont know wheres the class anyway. So when we reach the computer lab, the mentor goes like this, "what time does the lesson starts actually?" lynn reply back, "9.15" and the mentor ignore us, three of us were standing at the door and doing nothing while the mentor is talking to the class. Like excuse me, can we like sit first or what. So i kinda whisper to ad, "can we like sit down first or what." & apparently, she heard me. okieeee, my whisper is not a whisper anyway. HAHAH !

okie lets skip what we do on that bloody stupid lesson. The lesson was pretty much lame ahr ! me and ad was like, "WTH ! isnt this cpa ?!" actually it is like cpa lesson. How stupid can this be ! totally lame ! Still the mentor is the kind a teacher who teach auntiess. Shes super naggy ahr for me and irritating !

So the next lesson was kitchen organisation. It was super dry. Break in the middle of the lesson, i was sleeping super soundly till i dream about i have no idea what. HAHAHA ! After that lesson, we have 1hour break and we didnt eat at all. We went to the library and use the computer. No matter how many layers i wear to school today, i still feel cold although i wore a jacket which is kinda thick also !

Going to 2pm, we went to the demo bar class and how Fcuking cool is it ! HAHAH ! i've always wanted to enter the class. So the mentor came in and he kinda funny. So first lesson was a little cool. He pass around this syrup, it is a chocolate cookie and it smells super nice ! The most hilarious thing about the mentor is, he use a screen and some mentor will use a lazer to point to the screen but for him he use his shadow. His hand shadow. HAHAH !! how cool is that !? ^^ the whole class were litereally laughing about it !

So after that lesson, i went to meet the lembuss at clementi and we went back home together. In the nel, hidayah make this action that totally reminds me of shawn. Hidayah didnt realise that i was pointing at her when i was telling ain. When only, me and ain laugh out loud literally laugh like siao ! she was like, what?! WHAT?! then ain show the reaction and i was like gosh ! like shawn sia !! HAHAHAH !! super hilarious !

Then reach home, bathe and eat. For not eating lunch just now, i eat alot ! Then i have a nap like really a nap ahr ! I thought of sleeping early but i know i cant. No matter how early i sleep, i still got sleepy the next day. HAHHA ! weird right, i know !

So after my nap, i went to eat like again. -_- Fat sia like this ! *shook head shook head* Dad was kinda angry at the person who cater my brother's wedding. Actually, they suppose to come at 8.30pm but they came at 9.30pm. When they enter the house and my dad straight away shot at them. geez ! dad say, "when somebody say 8.30pm, it is 8.30pm. if you cant make it, you can at least call me up and tell me you are late. Ive already been sitting here for hours and you guys didnt event call that you going to be late. Im as a uniform group sir, and blah blah blah blah"

He sounds like my npcc sir. Like we usually call that stupid sir, babi (pig)! AHAHAHHA !! How terrible we show our attitude at him. SUPER TERRIBLE !! HAHAHAH ! he suck like F !

& annisaah, mane kau menghilang !

okie bye !

one moment you are here and the next moment you vanish. ):

im happy anyway !

2009-07-07T05:46:00.000-07:00

somehow im happy today although my plan didnt work ! HAHAH !

okie moving on..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FILZAH !

(the girl with shades)

The weather is awesome. woots ! i love rainy day ! meet lembuss after school and duh~ chitchat ! HAHAH ! but we laugh most of the time. & oh, darren is being lame for the past 2 days already and i cant stand him talking and talking non-stop !

okie bye !

maybe, just maybe i should..

2009-07-06T04:45:00.000-07:00

im tired of you, him, her, them, all of you !

First day of school was nonsense plus boring equals to im going to fall sleep in communication skills and principals of supervision. HAHAHA !! i think the most sian look face mentor is so much better then the communication skills and principals of supervision mentor. HAHAH ! okie wait, did i just say daisy is so much better.. yes, i just did. I nearly fall a sleep on communication skills lesson. Geez, it is superb boring laaa ! he keep on talking & talking & talking. No wonder he teach communication skills subject. -.-" ! Even ad was talking to me, i wasnt paying attention to her. Was stoning all the way.

Basically, my ear need a break like seriously. I've been hearing too much stuff since morning till 6+. Just no offence. im sick and tired of everyone thinking that they are oh-so-wonderful, oh-so-perfect, oh-so-good, oh-so-clever you know what kiss my ass ! everyone come to school to study not to catch teacher's attention on how better you are, how skillful you are. Even my mum talking to me, i wasnt paying attention. I think my ear is full of some bullshit stuff ! *roll eyes*

So back to the school stuff. Apparently, this term will be more formal wearing, oh wth. which i need to get myself a skirt and which i must not wear annisaah's skirt anymore which i really need and have to return her back before i ruin it ! & i need to get myself another formal shirt.

okie, fyi, my brother getting married next week ! okie i keep repeating that in school like i dont know how many times. Like as if, im getting my nlevel result. HAHAHA ! excited plus scared. okie I cant live without on-ing a computer and blogging, okie !

& oh, july intake of pastry and baking have alot of guys and they are like my age and above but below 21. HAHAHA !! how cool is that !

okie i cant stand people talking to me now because i dont want to listen to anyone ! talking in msn is fine but talking to me which i need to use my ears to listen. please stop it ! i cant take it. & mum is now talking to me, wanting this and that. MAN ! i feel like shouting at her to just keep quiet but i cant, she still is my mum anyway.

okie bye !

somebody grow fatter ! HAHAHA ! ^^

you keep going missing.

2009-07-05T05:09:00.001-07:00

I cant get a nice 8hours sleep. I keep waking up at 7.30 then 7.45 then 8. I cant stand it, i move to my own room and i sleep at my second sis bed. Luckily she when to work already. It is like finally i can sleep but somehow at around 9 brother wake me up and ask me to follow to one of my relative's wedding. I was like, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! dont disturb !

Then at 10, mum wake me up again, just to say that shes going out and put the $20 on my table. Then i was like, arrggh ! okieeeeee ! geez ! so much of sleeping at 4 in the morning. so finally i get back to sleep but my back starts to ache. Im so pissed, i woke up and have a shower. Nobody at home. I thought waking up and have early lunch will be a great one but theres nothing at the kitchen !

Arrgh ! okie tecnically, my life today is nonsense ! school starts tomorrow and i thought of having a nice-great-fantastic-staying-at-home day will be good but noooooo, theres no food at home, im starving like ive never eat for thousands yearss(okie thats a lie) and my back ache so much !

& i want pancake/hot cakes. whatever they call it at mac. -.-"

Apprently, tomorrow schools starts and it is not a big deal because i like my timetable. iguess. But the main thing is, i dont know what to wear. I cant decide. I got bored with my own clothes and i feel like wearing sis one but i know she will say no. So lets stick with shatec polo t-shirt, jeans and red shoe. oh, how pathetic can that be. & my moodswing is driving me nutss !

oh, F

you keep appearing in my dreamsss. why?!

2009-07-04T04:43:00.000-07:00

1st, uncle kenny teo jia wei, he is still mine although you got all his picturesss ! xP !

2nd, my crampss is killing meee. MAN, i hate you ! i hate you !

3rd, mum keep talking on the phone laughing like a ghost since i dont know when, afternoon i guess and now is 8 at night. (no offence) SUPER NOISY ! i cant even sleep well.

4th, beside the noise from mum, GOSH ! i got the most weird dream ever !

HAHAHAH !! hilarious.

5th, tomorrow is already sunday equals to school starting really really really soon & im not really looking forward to it like i used to in secondary school. what a bumper.

6th, mum keep talking about brother's wedding. arrgh !

how irritating is that.. (no offence)

7th, MY CRAMPSS IS KILLING ME ! )':

8th, my cramp is STILLLLL killing me !

9th, sitting at home is equal to GAIN WEIGHT !

ohyes ! 2 weeks of holiday, ive already gain weight.

& lastly, my cramp is still still still still killing me !

yeahhh.. me ! -_-

today post is nonsense. oh thank you, syahirah !

bye.

)': !

2009-07-03T06:31:00.000-07:00

dear syahirah,

if you got a stomach cramp,

please stay at home and sleep.

Dont be stubborn and go out to vivo with ain.

When you go out already,

you tend to buy something right.

Since you want to save money,

stay at home and rest then.

& also dont stay up too late till

4.30 in the morning and watch tv.

You going to have a panda eye soon.

HAHAH !

love
nursyahirah.

im too excited for school.

2009-07-02T05:00:00.000-07:00

let me scream first,

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

okie tecnically, i got my new timetable and it is not that sucked up like last term. MUAHAHAH ! We got some weird subject like introduction to information technology, heard that it is about some IT subject. & communication skills, please dont tell me it will be a forever formal wear. *slap fore-head* Then here comes the western food preparation & say hello to the hot kitchen. (ohhman!)

okie with no school on saturday like FINALLY ! hello to religous class. -_- but look at the bright side, i can go out on saturday. HAHA H! & going home early like everyday beside thursday which is only 6.45pm. HAHAH ! & only having one practical lesson that is only on friday but it is a western cooking and that is in hot kitchen. Most probably i wont be paying much attention on that subject, dont ask why. arrgh !

Told lynn and ad, & lynn went like this, HAHAHA ! YEAHH ! & ad, IM LOVING IT !

but wait ! it will be a everyday thinking what to wear to school, OH!MAN !!! okie that is so not cooL! not cooL ! really not cooL !

let me consider it.

2009-07-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

hahaha ! the handwriting cute right !

HAHAHAHHA !!!

its not worth it.

2009-07-01T02:58:00.000-07:00

sometimes i think back, shes right.

i've got nothing to say.

2009-06-30T08:06:00.000-07:00

fringe please grow longer, im so lazy to manage on you.

okie, i've been lazy-ing around at home not helping mum and brother on chocolate wrapping and im not done with decorating the irritating cake which is till in the freezer which i still yet to unmould it and i've been sleeping for the whole day like a bloody smelly pig in the farm. HAHAHA H!! okie syahirah, breathhhh !

Tecnically, im dying to go for a swim but somehow nobody wants to accompany me. ): Brother keep on saying 18 more days ! 18 more day ! then i no need to send her back to woodlands and she already stay here by then !! -_-

Okie, i didnt say im not happy for them, i am but my days of computer is like OVER ! I cant even sit at my brother's room for tv or computer only when both of them are not around but by then they are around at night and that is time that im around too. get it? oh nvm.

im starting to brag about my life again. My life is not that horrible actually. im hungry and always be. My irritating second sis is not back with my MCDONALD meal ! arrggh ! anyway, school is like opening soon and i miss lynn and ad already. no wait, i miss the culinary guyss ! no wait, okie that is so weird ! HAHAHA !! lynn wanted to see a malay wedding so much so i invited her for my brother's wedding.

& screw shatec for not updating my new class timetable. I want to see how horrible my timetable is. Everytime we were hoping it is going to be a better one but it got worst & worst & worst & worst. YEAHHH! -_-

okie done.

i feel like you pushing me away):

2009-06-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

For so many days i've been staying at home and be a good girl cleaning MY table, doing the cake, wrapping chocolatesssss and this is the time that mum nag at me for going out ! *rolling eyes*

I meet ain at her house due to HIDAYAH JUST WANT TO BATHE ! you guys forever late. I didnt had my breakfast because i cant stand mum nag at me. Around 2pm, me and ain meet hidayah and off to compassvale lrt. HAHHA ! okieokieee, this is weird, i feel like going back to compassvale for all of a sudden. no wait, i miss the food there ahr ! HAHAHAHA !! So took 89 to downtown and meet mooty there.

Slack at mcafe and i bought this keropok udang, okie dont laugh ! i was eating happily then i drop one piece on the floor when i just want to put it in my mouth. Then the person beside me laugh at me. okie i was like, ermmm.. okie that is so embarassing. Then ain when back and pick up and throw away. HAHAHAH !! okie tecnically, im embaressed like really really embaressed ! HAHAHA ! i say dont laugh righttt !

okie after that, catch transformer again. HAHAHA !! but some of the part i fall a sleep. niceee, next time do it again ehs syahirah. I just cant stand sitting on the chair. I keep moving around, my back ache and my butt hurtss ! i can say, the only place i can watch a movie without moving is at The Cathay. Like seriously ! i dont know why but i still still prefer there.

After the movie, 4 of us went home, i cant stay there that long because mum going to make a big WOO-HA ! okie just now, no wait yesterday night mean just now morning, around 5 in the morning, i woke up and i cant get back to sleep till mum switch off the air-con for me. I really really had a horrible dream that i will never ever want to dream about it ! Not that a ghost chase me or what. Some old women, no wait not that old is like my mum age, those late 40s. That women chase me from i dont know what floor but somehow i so scared till i woke up and i feel like crying. HAHAHAH !! okie im such a crybaby i know.

& somehow some part of the dream, i dreamt about ain and gavin on a tree and i have no idea what the hell they are doing there. When i wanted to climb on the tree, gavin somehow push me just like that. HAHAHHA !! i told the lembuss about my dream and they laugh like bloody hell especially ain. HAHAHAH !!

okie i think if i be them also i will laugh like hell.. !

im done anyway.

i keep on wonder & wonder..

2009-06-28T04:55:00.000-07:00

the house is so quiet.. AHAHAHA !!

okie, i woke up with a sore throat and a bad bad flu but after i bathe and eat the sore throat and flu is gone, how amazing is that ?! *wide smile* After i had my early lunch, i went to continue on the cake. The cake didnt satisfied me much so i went to adjust it again then i put it back in the freezer. It will be done by tomorrow. heehee.

Around 4+ mum, dad, aunty, grandma and cousins reach my house and guess what, the house is totally NOISY ! gosh ! with my cousins running around and shouting with my mum and my aunty talking loudly add on my grandma. GOSH !! Not the whole family is here, it is already like pasar malam. i bet if the whole family is at my house im going to have a bad headache.

Help out with the chocolate wrapping like AGAIN ! *rolling eyes* Then at around 6+ follow sis to buy the plastic wrapper again and both my cousin followed.My cousin bought bubble and they suppose to blow it but darwis went to put it inside his mouth. HAHAHAH !! how cute is that?!

At 8pm big sis send them home. What a day. mum keep reapeating 3 weeks ! 3 weeks ! -_- & lembuss, i want go out and play bowling and watch transformers again & again & again. MUAHAHAH !!

okie im done !

where are you ?!

2009-06-27T04:31:00.000-07:00

i've used 1 box & 3 packets of tissue. okie the sentence sounds funny. oh, nevermind. currently, i've open a new box of tissue. oh yes ! im down with a flu not swine flu but just a bad flu REALLY REALLY bad flu due to yesterday cleaning up the table. Im done with the cake like finally and spending 1month stuff at ntuc was like YEAHHHH !!! HAHAHA ! i havent shampoo my hair for 2 days. YES ! disgusting, i know !

I've been busy lately. I bet some of you guys know why. Chocolate wrapping again.. arrggh ! it takes FOREVER to end ! mum is already asking me about the cake, another irritating thing. She already asking me when im going to buy the stuff like excuse me im waiting for her and now shes waiting for me. Good ehss.

okie, my nose is killing me.

sometimes its not worth to try, im sorry.

2009-06-26T10:07:00.000-07:00

i hate holiday but i love holiday.

21 more days to my brother's wedding. (ohSHIT) the day become nearer and nearer & i start to think about the cake and school. I even can think how am i going to sleep on the 17july which all my cousins, aunties and grandma going to sleep at my house which i know that i have school on that particular day. Most probably i will be half dead by then & most probably i will be going home late.

Mum keep asking me to do chocolate wrapping again. arggggh, irritating ! guess what day is tomorrow, saturday and what i have on saturday, religious class(ngaji) arrrggh ! thats even more irritating~!

I spent my day on the computer, sleeping & when it is at night time, i got fed up with my table because i cant seems to find stuff because it is too messy. End up i when to clean the whole table even my clothes cabinet. Now it is clean and im happy ! HAHAHA ! it is like im moving house because i have boxes to throw away.

So table clean, next up tomorrow start doing the cake and more chocolate wrapping(-.-) & oh i decided to keep long fringe because im so lazy to manage on bangs because every 2weeks or 3 i need to start trimming it off becuase it is long and im wasting my time on it. Sooo, im such a PEMALAS thats what somebody always call me, i will keep it long till i find it ugly. HAHAH !

okie im done here.

friday are still cooL !

2009-06-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

i got yelled from my mum early in the morning which i already have my alarm clock set. -_- okie, im being rude to say that.

mum woke me up at 10am just to get my butt up and help her wrap the chocolate for brother's wedding which is 4weeks from now. (ohman!) But first i went to have a shower and i went down to hougang mall to get all the ingrediant for my sis cake that delay for 3days HAHAHA ! okie if i laugh means im too mean.. okie, im just plain lazy to do.

So i got everything but just one particular thing which is so important till i need to go to my grandma's area to get it ! (ohFISH!) i told myself i got to get that whipping cream and start doing it, but somehow when i reach home, i put all the stuff on the dinning table and i got the intention to help mum with the chocolate wrapping.

So i went to wrap a few and i went to have my lunch. Then i continue helping her. It is already 3 in the afternoon and i still havent get my butt up to grandma's place. So i told mum that i will get it tomorrow instead. So continue helping her with the chocolate. A few minutes laters, brother reach home with his GF. So they help up with me also & mum stop wrapping and start cutting the plastic.

We got 2300 bar of chocolate to wrap and me, my brother's GF and my brother have wrap 360++ bar of chocolate but i wrap even more then them. MUAHAHAH ! We stop at 6pm because 3 of us already sick and tried of wrapping ! hey, i keep changing my place like 4 times due to the stupid sun ! & my fingers hurts so badly because i need to twist the end of the thingy. okiee, you dont get what i mean right.

For the whole entire day i didnt have a proper meal. (ohgreat!)

We left with 11 more boxes of chocolate and it is a long long long way to go ! HAHAH ! when we stop, mum and big sis continue wrapping. I went up to my room and have a nap. HAHAHA !! oh im such a pig ! & i hate sis bed it gives me cramps ! stupid bed! *angry face*

okie i always wanted to say that my holiday was awesome but it is always NOT! tomorrow will be another cake day and chocolate wrapping day again. -_- how pathetic is that !

anybody willing to help?! HHAHAHA !
& wait, all of a sudden i want annisaah's family bbq chicken ! HAHAHAH !!
okie im so random ! xD !

i want to meet you.

2009-06-24T09:17:00.000-07:00

oh guess what it is today? 24 of june and what is it? my referral day ! ohSHIT ! hahaha ! meet up with ad and lynn at 9.30am, usual spot and ad came with kind of sad face. I kinda miss both of them..=D ! Apparently, yesterday, i started studying only at 11pm and really really concentrating only at 12am.. HAHAH ! so i stay all night wait it is all day no wait all morning no wait... ahhh whatever. i stayed up till 4.30am and i still didnt complete the chapter. i was so tired i get some sleep but somehow i just cant ! maybe im just too worried. I woke up at 7.30am because i just cant stand sleeping without a peace on my mind.

So, when i reach shatec, i just got the feeling of 50/50, meansss either i pass nor fail. oh, let them decide. HAHAH ! So when we ended the paper we sit at the usual eating place and catch up with each others lifes. Then after that, i meet ain and hid at clementi mrt. went home with them.

So im going to watch transformer with hidayah because mooty didnt reply my msg. I put my beg and i on the computer. check my mails and i cant seems to find my phone because it have been silent since just now and all i can hear is the vibration. So i heard my phone vibrating but i didnt know where it is. I use my mum's phone to call and guess where i found, under my messy table ! & i got 2 miss call and 1 msg. Then i went to have a nap. At 4pm, somebody just wake me up from my lalaland~ just to make me jelouse because he is watching transformer before me.. -_-

At around that timing, mooty msg me what time. I was so guilty till i keep saying sorry to her. i really thought she isnt free & i am really sorry ! Meet hidayah at 6.30pm and took 89 and have dinner and watch the movie. oh, what else can i say about the movie. HAHAHA !! gosh lets watch agian. HAHAH ! i dont mind watching it for the 10timess. ^^ !

Hidayah got a msg from ain that says my mum is finding me. oh, how pathetic is that?! she treat me like im only p6, when im already 17. I called mum back and get scolded just because i didnt pick up her calls which i didnt even know that shes calling me. she keep asking me to help her on my brother's wedding stuff which nearly everything i do ! i help her with the flower thingy, i help them doing the cake and now this, chocolate stuff?! then what the rest do? sit and shake legss ! *rolling eyes* i dont mind to help but at least have the rest contribute doing something ahr!

While i was on the phone with my mum i got 6 msges and all of them is like 1hours, 2hours, 3hours ago ! oh FISH ! i hate my phoneeee ! Took the bus back home. I actually plan to take a cab but i got to control myself. HAHAH !

Tomorrow is thursday and i got to wake up early to buy all the stuff for my sis birthday cake that is delay for 2 days already because im having exam. I kind a lazy to do the cake but i have too. When im lazy the cake wont turn out nice because i dont put some love on the cake. MUAHAHAH ! chey chey ! dont talk crap ehs sya !

okie i wanted to say,
SORRY MOOTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! SORRRRY BANYAK BANYAK !!!!!

& oh i meet nazurah at ehub just now ! muahaha ! miss her alot ! ^^ !

okie im doneee !=)

tell me about it...

2009-06-23T03:28:00.000-07:00

oh, the maths geek guyss.

if i got any maths qns i go ahead & ask them. =D

i still cant make up my mind to make this dead stupid boring blog into private or not. oh well whatever.

okie, i havent get my butt into the books for tomorrow paper. & i just got the feeling i might fail again. If i fail, im so deadddddddddddd ! lynn is down with high fever and i dont know shes going to take the exam or not. hope she get well soooooooooon !

i got 2 tickets for tomorrow transformer and nobody wants to go with me. how sad is that. ain just msg me saying cinema fully book and i still got that 2 tickets. i guess. nvm. i go date mooty ahr !

okie, this post is going no where.. i sounds so deaddd ! & i want go mooty house and bake lah ! oh dont forget bring my guitar along (chey cam paham jer padehal tk tau main)

anyway three cheers for syahirah for being so stupiddd & lazyyy !

BYE !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDA !

oh monday, why are you so boring?

2009-06-22T02:06:00.000-07:00

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !

i've decided to private my blog because my siblings being such a KPO. remove some links because no point linking them when they didnt link me. -_-"

all this while i've been stuck at home with nothing to do. I want go swimming so badly now ! & i got shoulder cramp due to heavy beg yesterday. The feeling is just like after doing 20+ push up(npcc time*rolling eyes)

Im bored at home and i need to study for the bloody foods subject. boringggggggggggg ! i feel like going to mooty house and bake with her. HAHAH ! i want go to the beach again and get wet. I want a proper outing lah !

BYE !

oh god, please stop me beforee..

2009-06-21T06:33:00.001-07:00

i cant stop venting to people about you !

GOSH !im sooo frustrated !

i felt so wrong, guilty, bad

whenever i vent about you but i cant stand it.

So much i want to put everything back into place,

i felt so wrong again because

i know what you want for you life this time round.

& i know you love your life so much.

but please think about the past that you've been through.

Think about the people around you.

i just want you back so badly.

)':

sentosa-ing (:

2009-06-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

im tired because i only sleep for 5hours.

i want to play frisbee again !

next outing, dont ask me to plan.

& i miss filzaaaah):

okie bye!

they say, "dont give up easily, syaaa."

2009-06-20T06:43:00.001-07:00

i want everything back into place !

pleaseeeeee !

)':

how i wish everything back like secondary school life, laughing all day and being lazy to study in school. oh ! dont forget the teachers who always joke on lesson time. Eating in the classroom which we are not suppose too !

oh! especially, PE lesson ! how loud could i be ! it is like im the number one loudest person when PE lesson. oh ! i dont scream when the ball come to me, i will scream for the ball to come AT me ! see the differents? oh, come on, im not those girls who 24/7 scream and cry because of a ball. Even the guys in my class likes to bully me by throwing tennis balls at me ! and i tell you, it is painfull ! What i do, i try to throw the balls at them, obviously i cant because im a girl and they are the guys.

& how badly i want to play soccer with the guys at the field and i was like"HERE ! HERE ! IM OPEN !" and guess what they say to me "YOU PLAY AT THE GIRLS SECTION LAH !" and of course i will like "WTH ! ASSHOLE!"

I always give a suggestion on playing soccer but the rest of the girls will like, "eeeeeeeK ! dont want ahr !" *rolling eyes* PE lesson is always what i looking forward too but NAPFA test, noo thanks ! HAHAHA !

okie i got to stop bragging about how i miss my secondary school life so much. I got to pack my beg for sentosa-ing tomorrow and one by one cant make it. best ehs ! next time do it agian(: im happy !

im done !

lovestory(:

2009-06-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel.

This love is difficult but it's real.

dont be afraid, we'll get out of this mess

its a love story baby just say yes.

cause we were both young when i first saw you.

i think im wasting my time on you.

2009-06-19T02:03:00.000-07:00

click on the picture to enlarge(:

perak trip. when i was in sec3. I dont actually want to go but since the rest going i went too. You know im such a scary cat. HAHAHAH !! But it is awesome 3 days and 2 night trip ! We stayed in a place like a hut and i tell you, you got to sleep ! HAHAHAHA !!! it is scary if you stay up alone but for that night, everyone sleeps soundly. HAHAHA ! Apparently everyone is exhausted with all the caving and stuff..

The third day was scary enough ! HAHAHA !! it was rafting ! I nearly cried because i was too scared. See told you im such a scary cat ! I bet shireen, ain & the rest know what happen there. & we got the most awesome instructor ! Eating breakfast, lunch and dinner were like a family reunion with 2 very small table and we try to fit like 10+ people in. HAHAHA ! how cute is that ?!

Everything is awesome. So when i was in sec4, my teacher asked us again whether we want to go again. My answer is NO ! because i have enough getting scared of everything ! but ain they all went again and hell yeah ! i love thier red perak trip shirt !

Then come another trip, genting.

i just miss those times. Especially the second day, how crazy we were over rides, foods & pictures ! We even late for second day lunch and we were so scared that we got lost ! AHAHAH ! sneaking out from our hotel for the second day just to get macdonalds at midnight ! me & ain were wearing fbt short and you know how short is a fbt shorts ! HAHAH ! apparently, me and ain were shivering cold ! Still ain is wearing sleeve-less. We didnt even wear a jacket.

For the third day, we were literally laughing during lunch time. Laughing about armpitsss, toiletss, how good our skills on pouring water on everyone's cup ! HAHAHAH !! How we got disgusted eating when we saw that we were actually sitting next to a toilet ! AHAHAHA !! How hilarious it be when ain sits oppsite with shawn and mooty sits near with nizar ! HAHAHAH !!

third day was always the sad one. We reach school at midnight and took the last class picture and everyone went back home. I nearly cried, oh come on ! every good things have to end some how.

Then come prom night.

Excited much, nahh... HAHAH ! prom is like, sad, interesting, hilarious(because of wei ren, got mix up with his number) and mostly saddd. HAHAHA ! okie let wrap this up because im starting to cry already !

okie, i cant wait for sunday and tomorrow is saturday and saturday is equal to suck morning because i HAVE to go for my religous class(ngaji) & lynn always remind me about saturday whenever theres no school on sat.

okie im done.

summerTIME(:

2009-06-18T09:18:00.000-07:00

as promise mooty, i post my shatec pictures.. ^^

double click to see the pictures(:

exam are like finally over but i still have my referral exam on wednesday. oh pathetic ! Just now paper was great ! HAHAH ! okie lets dont say great, somehow i manage to do the paper without studying very very hard ! My partner is going back indon. today, wish her have a save journey and she wont be reading this. okie i start to talk nonsense already.

So i end the paper at 2.45pm and me, ad, ardy, lynn, rakinah & darren took the same train but we are heading to a different places. okie the sentence is weird. HAHAH ! So i drop at outram because i going vivo to meet the lembusss and they are still at home ! so i have to wait for them like 1hours plus plus plus ! best ehs ! do it agian.. i like. but mooty wasnt there):

while waiting, i went to buy old changke because i was too hungry ! when they reach, we straight away go to forever21 and i keep saying i want a long dress and hell yeah ! i got one already ! suppose to buy a beg but the beg that i wanted is isnt there, but nvm i got a dress already. HAHAH ! & it cost $53. The word broke going to be on my fore-head soon. okie nonsense ahr syahirah !

So we had a late lunch at long john and of course catching up with each other's lifess. HAHAHA ! the best one is hidayah ! *kening up down, up down* okie i sounds like mooty. HAHAH ! xD! Then we chill at starbuck, like forever. whenever im with hidayah and ain, starbuck is a must to go ! HAHAHAH ! Ain brought her notebook and of course duh... have webcam what else we do. Take picture of course !

Chitchat till 7+ and go to mango. ain was eyeing a wallet and forcing herself not to buy. So we go out and we went to forever21. Hidayah bought a shirt and it is F-ing nice ! then we went to the rooftop and took picture again. like duhh~ ain copied the pictures to her notebook and when back to mango again because ain keep wanting the wallet. Paid and off to giant. Then train back home. Chitchat and i didnt even realise that next stop is kovan. HAHAHA !

okie this post is lame. Sunday will be sentosa-ing, cant wait ! ^^ !

okie im done.

this is still improper.

2009-06-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

im not done with my exam but i just miss blogging. Im having a break and i will be back studying for my principal of pastry and baking. Alot of things happen and i just dont wish to say it out. Two papers are done and so far i manage to do and hopefully i passed with a B on my transcript. I cant effort to fail any one of them because mum going to yell at me like she never use too.

Next term will be tough and i say tough i mean it ! In class i must not sleep like i usually do. oh, last term i say this for my term2 but i still skip and sleep. So i cant really trust myself on sleeping and skipping lesson.

I just got pissed with kian hong's friend, keep msging me like as if im his gf ! OH MAN! STOP IT ! it gives me goosebump, no wait i feel like puking when i say "im his gf" I treat him as a friend and he make a big WHO-HA for having my number. it is just a number, i can change my number anytime soon. AHAHAHA !! you dumb-ass ! Oopss !

i just cant wait for sentosa-ing with the lembuss and the rest but most importantly meeting the lembusss ! they like the one who always make me laugh like continuesly ! they such a COWWW ! ^^ !

I feel like bragging about my life but im too lazy to do that. POB is suck like hell, ehs ! why am i talking about pob for all of a sudden. okie im talking crap here. wait, i want waffle and ice-cream with chocolate syrup on top and i want it since LAST YEAR ! AIN, HIDAYAH, MOOTY ! I WANT !

i just got alot of questions to ask but i just hold it back till it is a right time to ask. how pathetic is that ! mooty say im too selenger..

okie im done.

hey eat ice-cube to cool down ^^

you're back, im happy !

2009-06-16T02:28:00.000-07:00

i miss lembuss ! ):

im happy

& i will make a proper post soon.

im away for a moment.

2009-06-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

sch was okie.

Love all the different country dessert,

but love the korean flower pancake the most !

i want to try that one day.

Reach home, eat and i have a nap.

i wont be online till im done with all my exams.

i really need to force myself to study like really really study !

goodluck to me, i dont want to fail any of them.

next term, will be super hard.

Will be having 8subject !

including culinary skills. (ohSHIT!)

okie im done.

do you think something good going to happen?

2009-06-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

creme brulee.

im having a bad headache.

school was boring just now.

meet indra at clementi.

meet ain&hidayah at tampines.

cab back home with ain.

oh! how suck is this, i need to study !

*rolling eyes*

just a friend,

thats all i've ever been to you.

its not a bloody thursday~

2009-06-11T06:47:00.000-07:00

okie, im happy today. ^^ ! usually thursday, i will brag about my suckish school life but today im happy so do lynn and ad. Oh ! especially lynn & it is her first time cleaning the SINK ! HAHAHAH !!

For the past few days i was late for school but today i didnt. oh, all thanks you indra.(: I being such an asshole, i purposly didnt bring my cake box because i dont want to bring home the cake. AHAHAH ! So first lesson was food cost & hell yeah, she told us about exams units. *slap fore-head* theres alot to study.

Then we had, demo. oh, boringggg. Didnt do anything, just talk. hahahaha !! lynn & ad had a late breakfast at kfc. i didnt eat because i got no money. how sad is that ?! Around 11.15am we walk back school and this is the first time we were early for practical. HAHAHA !! lynn keep repeating, "i can't wait today to end !" We change and went down to the practical room like 30mins early. Watch kian hong's class for thier practical exam and he have such an awesome chicken. niceeeee, i like ! ^^

At 12.30pm, chef bernard came down and the practical started. Everyone literally ran in ! HAHAHAH !! even the housemaker ! me and ad was laughing continuesly ! So my partner doing the bread and i do the creme brulee. Of course i take the easy one. HAHAHA ! While resting the bread, bake the creme brulee and cut the cake. Then cut the dough into 60gm and rest it again and continue creaming the cake. Done creaming the cake, fill in the dough with redbean and rest it. Decorating the cake and bake the bread.

We suppose to end at 4.30 but then me and my partner bread still havent bake. So we just bake it without ferment it properly. Everyone is in a rush. at 4.45pm, my bread not done baking but my mentor already ask us to stop whatever we doing and present what we suppose to present on the table but me and my partner dont give a damne about it we just wait for our bread to bake.

Apparently, me and my partner is the last one to be mark. & we wait for super longggggg for the mentor to come to our table ! -_-' I could say everyone pass and everyone were happy ! Cleaning up time and it is my first time seeing LYNN CLEANING THE SINK ! HAHAHA !! due to last practical lesson for this term. Shes super happy !

Done cleaning, dismiss and we went to change. Me and ad already smile smile on the way back, holding the cake and eating the fruits. Lynn was wondering what we going to do. Reach the dustbin, and we do like tuesday ! HAHAHA !! & i dont know how can a cream be on my face ! We continue laughing on the way back to the mrt station.

how pathetic are we ?! AHAHAH !! & oh, i got a blueblack on my fore-head because of yesterday incident ! ):

okie im done !

explain to me in a simple english.

2009-06-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

im tired.

& see how bad my eyebag is.

i need to start studying already.

im done.

i dont understand what you trying to say.

2009-06-09T03:29:00.000-07:00

i've alot to say but whenever im at the computer, i just forget what i wanted to post. HAHAHAH !! yes, my brain is getting worst ! i can't seems to think properly and i get blur easily. how pathetic is that !

Although i sleep quite earily yesterday, i still late for school. Suppose to wake up at 5.30 but i woke up at 6.30 ! & i have to go out at 6.50. How stupid is that ! & of course i bathe ! luckily i pack my beg yesterday, somehow somebody ask me to pack the next day. HAHAHA !! xP !

okie, school is SUCK ! as always. HAHAH ! it gets suck-er and suck-er whenever exams are coming and the mentors always trying to find fault with me,ad and lynn. oh what kind a shitty mentor i have ! *rolling eyes*

We had a trail on our practical exam just now and it is super F-ing suck. We were way way way way behind time because we have to make 4 sponge cake, 12 sweet buns & creme brulee. HAHAHA !! So me and my partner weight the sponge cake first and i was following the board recipe and i didnt know that the recipe for 1person. So i happily weight and i was like, okie im done weight whatever on the board.

pipit: did you times 2 the recipe thats on the board?
me: huh? must times 2 ?
pipit: ya..
me: really ! i didnt ehs..
pipit: *laughing*

so i weight it back again. Then when we are done making 2 sponge cake we left another 2 more but theres no more empty oven. So we decided to make the sweet bun first. The ingredient for another 2 more sponge cake was on the table and so do the sweet bun. Pipit was happily mixing the wet ingredient into a bowl and i mix the flour and the bread improver together. & guess what, it is time for the wet ingredient and the flour to mix, i took the wrong flour. how great is that?! i took the sponge cake flour. -.-"

I was so stress out. For the whole day i just kept quiet. Then benny was like, f lah ! cb ! knn ! then i say, why is he so vulger today? ad give me the like-as-if-you-dont-know-benny kind of face. Then bernice reply me, he is always vulger, sya !

So today end at 1+ gg 2pm. Me and ad plan to throw the cake because we just get sick and tired of cakessss. So we change, took our cakes & while walking back to the mrt we eat the fruits on top of the cake. Then we combine it together and make it like a burger and dump it in the bin !

MUAHAHAHA !!
everybody was like, WHY THROW !
hahaha ! xD !

Too bad then xD! oh, this is not my first time i throw a cake. Had chicken rice(-.-) then went off at 4pm. Reach home, eat again. Oh ! im gg to be fat if i keep on eating ! & im not in a mood to study, all i want to do is SLEEEEEEEEP !

okie im done.
(is this a proper post already , indra?)

im speechless.

2009-06-08T03:56:00.000-07:00

thank you then.
bye.

exam suck !

2009-06-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

my media player keep playing no boundaries. -.-

done my caramelized banana puff and it didnt turn out what i wanted again. Apparently, i should melt the sugar and i've done it 3times. The first time, i didnt melt it properly, the second time i burn it. -.-" the third time, it is fine. So i have to cut the puff pastry and guess what it is soft. So i have to put it back in the freezer.

When it is hard, i start cutting it and making the shape that i wanted but it become soft when ever i touch it for too long. Maybe the heat of my hands become like that. So make 3 and put in the oven. I thought it will turn out what i wanted but only one side of it. oh well. i bet you dont understand what i meant so dont bother knowing.

oh, suck.

im done.

good theeeeen.

2009-06-07T00:42:00.000-07:00

i have enough,

thanks.

2009-06-06T20:20:00.000-07:00

what am i suppose to say?

slap fore-head

2009-06-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

it is you you you.

who else could it be?

you keep asking me

who is the person i refering too

& it is you.

how many time

must i do this to let

you know that it is you !

arrgh !

dont hate me please..

2009-06-06T02:37:00.000-07:00

you're the only person that always put a smile

on my face whenever i feel sad.

but you're to dumb to realise everything.

& you are the only one that can tolerate

my complaints about my school life.

ohmygod, isnt it obvious already?

We screw up our practical. & i feel so sad because i felt like all my mentors hates me and my friends. Like as if we did a major mistake but actually we are not. They like really against us. im so sad ):

& i got nothing to say about my class. day by day theres always something happen and i hate to have this kind of class. oh fine whatever.

im done.

isn't it obvious

2009-06-05T09:50:00.000-07:00

how sweet of you,

asking me where am i

& telling me that you gg

to sleep first.

school was F-ing nonsense ! im super pissed whenever my classmate talk in chiense. oh, for goodness sake i dont understand a SHIT ! *rolling eyes* Me and ad was literally pissed and ad burst out and shouted "who the fuck say we didnt come !" & surprisingly everyone keep thier F-ing mouth shut.

Apparently this what happen, they were discussing about project and plan to present it tomorrow but they need to confirm with the whole class whether the class want to present it tomorrow or not but theres this bloody biatch keep saying okie okie to me and ad. So i look at ad and ad look at me. Both of us dont understand a shit what they are talking about. The alvin say this,

alvin: aiya just come tomorrow lah !
ad: oh shut up ! you fucker !
alvin: .....(keep quiet)
hong poh: they are discussing about having the presentation tmr so they asking you guys okie with it?
me: *blur*
ad: *blur*

so for the entrie time they were talking, me and ad dont understand. So theres this person keep saying we all didnt turn up for last week lesson but this housemaker says that we do turn up. But they actually can ask us straight to our face, they dont need to quarrel among each other. That is the time where ad burst out saying, "who the fuck say that we didnt turn up?!" apparently, i just keep quiet because i really got nothing to say. so thats what happen.

oh bloody biatch, stop talking in chiense before i got angry and shout like ad did.

So today sch end at 4+pm and thats early. I meet ain at tanah merah and we went to mooty house. mooty's brother disturb ain and she shouted, "IBUUUU !" We were literally burst out laughing like ass ! Stay there till 10.30pm. Cab back home with ain.

& im done.

it is a bloody thursday.

2009-06-04T05:44:00.000-07:00

i dont understand the whole thing.

You treat everything is like nothing.

i just got qns for you,

who am i to you?

you are too nice to me.

why me?

school was okie for the theory but practical didnt turn out well. Like always because it is a bloody thursday ! (: My class is the class who only knows 1 language and that is mandarin. *rolling eyes* even the mentors talk in mandarin. oh, how great is that ?! -_-

end practical, i was so frustrated with my bermudas, i went home wearing my ugly brown pants & i dont give a damn about it. 3 days straight i bought food from old changke, wait did i spell it right?

i drop by at shireen's blog and look back at the pictures, i miss npcc people.

okie im done.

who am i to you?

2009-06-03T04:43:00.000-07:00

1 project left.

exam is like less then 2 weeks.

i need to start mugging already.

i dont want to pay another $75.

& im done.

i dont understand what i suppose to understand.

2009-06-02T10:56:00.000-07:00

i hurt my hand

& i love lembuss.

done.

we didnt talk like we use to.

2009-06-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

chocolate cake. im just too lazy to think about the decoration.

i feel so irritated with myself today because of my bloody nose. I even been asked to go home and come back with an MC for the next day. Which i told my mentor that my mum going to nag at me if i went to the doctor and was like, "if your mother nag at you at home, then in school im the one who going to nag at you if you never go home !" Then i was like standing outside the room for a few minutes then i enter back again.

I control myself from sneezing but i just cant. When ever i feel like sneezing i will go out and sneeze and blow my nose till it is all dry up. (sounds disgusting) But few more minutes i will tend to sneeze again.

While waiting for the cake to cool down and the chocolate to be set, the class was talking about ghost stories. I was just listening and feeling goosebump all over me. Ad and lynn wasn't in the class. When everything is ready, everyone started to do the cake.

& we end at 1pm. Meet up with the lembusss. So nice of them to come to bukit batok. HeeHee ! ^^ So we eat and burger king. GOSH ! it is never a NO to laugh when going out with them. We are super noisy, we laugh like nobody buisness, everyone is looking at us ! Then i was actually eating ice and i just can't seems to swallow(?) so i keep on saying SHUT UP FIRST ! SHUT UP ! but we all seems to laugh again & again till theres no joke to laugh about. All of a sudden everyone seems to keep quiet. Mooty was like, "eh, laugh again ehs!" Then we all like, haiis! Ain keep saying, breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out. & the way she do was super hilarious !

Around 3.30pm, we went off. Everyone was like super sleepy. Then one of us say this, "ehs why ahr we all sleepy? i think the burger ahr" The i say, "i think they put sleeping pills/power inside" Apparently, the top of the burger, theres this powerish thingy and mooty was like, "i think that thing ahr the sleeping power." all laugh again. Ain was already half dead, happily sitting down where as the 3 of us standing. Clever ain, nvm do it again.

Reach outram, say goodbye with mooty, and left me, ain and hidayah. So we have to take the purple line and ain was like, "ehs we take the next one ehs. i want to sit down" Then i was like,"huh? ain the train is empty" Hidayah was like, "ya lah ! lets go" & 3 of us literally, run in ! I was laughing at hidayah because her reaction was HILARIOUS !!!

ain keep beating me and say, "dont laugh already ! STOP! dont laugh already" but i just can't seems to stop laughing. oh reach home, put the cake in the chiller, bathe and i SLEEEEEP !

Currently, i still having a running nose. It cant seems to STOP ! BLOODY asshole~ Now i need to do my another bloody project. Heard that we need to present it but no idea when. So need to be ready. okie done!

i wonder & wonder & wonder ...

2009-06-01T05:34:00.000-07:00

dont ask me what it call because i dont know. HAHAHA !! weird right. yes, i know. ^^

apparently that is my plated dessert for my exam. i am not satisfied with it because it didnt turn out what i wanted but the ice-cream did turn up what i wanted. HAHAHA !! get it ? nvm.

so, practical was okie but theory wasn't. We were late for lesson. -.-" okie, i dont wish to say anything about that. Half way through the demo lesson i was already falling asleep. I force myself to open my eyes by msging mooty. HAHAHA !!

So my mentor give us 10mins break and i sleep for a few minutes and i woke up and call mooty. I was talking with her with a half dead voice. HAHAH !! then she was like, "suareeee, hahaha !" then i was like, i just woke up ahr !

so today end quiet early and done.

my fruit flank.

slap my face to make me wake up.

2009-05-31T08:13:00.000-07:00

im just too lazy to update again & again & again.

i think i will make a proper one

when im done with my exams

like next 4 weeks later.

HAHAHAH !

done.

get well soon(:

i just wish that..

2009-05-30T10:07:00.000-07:00

im too tired to blog.

done.

please get well soon(:

im just too lazy to entertain it agian.

2009-05-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

okie, im in a mood to blog so im not going to update on what i miss out. Apparently, today lesson start at 2.15 and we reach at 2.30. Great right ! but still the teacher is late. -.-" After that lesson end, it is too early for the next lesson to start. We have 1hr to slack.

So we went to the school library and what else i do, i took out my camera and they are the one camworing. HAHAHA !! Then we play some games that darren teach us, those murder, detective and victim game. He explain and everybody was busy with phone, itouch, phone games, talking with friends. He was like, " EHS ! WANT TO LISTEN OR NOT !" we all were like, okiee.okiee. So we start playing and 1st round its a fail because everybody didnt really get what he mean. The second round, start already and i was like oh shit ! i didnt count how much she press ! HAHAHA !! then lynn was like, dont want play already ahr !

So darren introduce us another game. Rakinah was busy with her phone playing games, lynn was with her itouch, i was busy msging and ad went to ardy. Apparently darren was like "ehs ! listen ahr !!" he keep asking us to listen. So we start playing. The people who played were me, darren and rakinah. We actually have to write some words and pass down and the next person continue but the next person didnt know what the previous person wrote. Done passing down, we read wat we wrote and i tell you it is super HILARIOUS and DISGUSTING !!

So lynn join us the next one, we were laughing like continuesly ! Then the third game ad join in. I only remember one the of the sentance is, "juliana playing with mr tan's armpit" HAHAH ! it is like, example i write the word, "juliana" then i pass it to my right and that is rakinah and she write, "playing with" then she pass to her right that is darren, he write "mr tan's" then pass it to his right then ad write "armpit". Then ad pass it to her right that is lynn and she have to read the words all together. So we got, "juliana playing with mr tan's armpit" that is just an example but the sentence is really we all combine together.

get what i mean?

After the games, we went for demo and we skip it again for other half because it is boring ! hahahaha !!! xD ! Gosh ! i must not skip anymore lesson, exam is like 2 more weeks.

THEN, i need to get my fringe trim agian !

& oh, on wed, i meet nisa and i follow her friends to clementi stadium. For all the places clementi stadium. -.-" but wat the heck. the people who follow counts the most.(: & somebody laugh so much till the next day fall sick. ^^ !

ADIOS !

i think & think & im wasting my time.

2009-05-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

sometimes i think, is it possible?

but i think it is impossible.

oh wait, let god decide.

get well soon (:

people keep asuming but..

2009-05-26T20:21:00.000-07:00

oh, fyi

my brain can't store everything for 1 day !

this is STUPID !

get it ?

S.T.U.P.I.D ~!

1minute im happy, the other minute i recieve a bad news.

2009-05-26T07:04:00.000-07:00

my house is in the mess !
my table is in the mess !(as always)

since brother getting married in 2 months time, the house have been in a mess for like 1week already. My table, oh just can't say more, it is already like that since the starting of the year. It is only neat when it is hari raya time but since brother getting married soon, i have to clean it up. mum & dad already nag at me to clean my table. I also need to get my huge spongebob a bath/shower ! it is too dirty to hug it and it have been sitting at the usual place like one scary soft toy.

Apparently, school was fine. Getting stressful day by day. I was stress with my elaborate sweets and pastry practical exam and when i asked my mentor about the idea that i making, she agree on it & im super happy. but i went stress back again because i got my bloodyy results back. When i use the word bloody means that i fail my term1, like duh~. At least the rest pass the GPA but fail one subject. As for me, i fail the GPA by only 0.5points. The foods subject pull my GPA points down. oh, what the hell. my $75 just fly like that or worst still, mum going to scream at my ear due to money situation.

after school, plan to do the project. we were eating and crapping and we didn't literally talk about the project. For a moment, i was hoping that we didnt talk about project, school stuff, exam but we just can't. Project need to pass up by week8 and this is the week8. Exam is like soon and i really need to buck up. i dont want to pay another $75 for failing. I need to be prepare for my elaborate sweets and pastry's trail on monday.

So apparently, im busy for this few weeks. Then still i need to plan for my borther's wedding cake which i was hoping that someone help me with it. I can't do alone on it. im not THAT free !

okie okie. lets put everything a side and i want a one night break. Tomorrow, i need to get my butt back on school stuff.

adios ! (:

DO YOU MEAN IT OR YOU JUST SAY IT ?!

2009-05-25T04:36:00.000-07:00

oh that is my bloody, floating island. dont ask me why it call that because i dont know why. okiee !

Apparently, practical was fine. But when she talk about the exam i was F-ing pissed. i thought she going to agree on my idea and guess what she say it is F-ing easy.

oh, what the F-ing hell ! *rolling eyes*

So, i have to F-ing redo it again. oh, what the F ! Still, i can fall asleep during food cost lesson. When demo, i kept quiet for the entire F-ing bloody leasson ! i only talk when, my friends ask me something.

Im so F-ing pissed till my plan of meeting nisa at IMM is like cancel. I just can't stand it ! Then when im in the train, theres this F-ing couple keep banging onto my beg, like WTH ! & they keep on huging ! oh, please ! *rolling eyes*

Then still, i wanted to go out from the F-ing train when i was at the red line then there this F-ing guy just push me. cant you just bloody wait ! oh, what the heck ! When i was at green line, theres one F-ing lady and one F-ing couple saw me wanted to walk out from the bloody train they can still stand there. *rolling eyes*

When i was walking through the heartleand mall, theres this bloody asshole F-ing guy just block my way. oh wth ! im already pissed then i walk back home, go one child seems like primary3 or what ever his age is, crying loudly ! oh just SHUT UP, pleaseee ! *rolling eyes*

Now, i dont even feel like doing anything that related with my school stuff ! & i just feel like giving up on everything ! it is just one F-ing day !

Ooops, im too vulgar today ! can't help it.

lets rewind back time

2009-05-24T06:04:00.000-07:00

oh, this going to be a long one, so sit back and relax yourself before you start reading it. Better still get yourself a popcorn ! oh, okie okie, dah merepek !

22may2009

how awesome that date is !
i went to school and i skip demo lesson. HAHAHAH !! i dont even feel like coming to school on friday. OH fish ! friday is like the day that we better stay at home and sleep/study. Im serious ! HAHAH!

So around 5+, me, ad and rakinah went off. So i meet mutty at outram park and i didnt know ain and hidayah going to meet us there also. So after meeting the lembuss, we go off to PS. PS is super boring but with the people you go with is fun, it is going to be fun. OH ! what the heck am i talking. HAHAHAH !!

So we reach PS and we plan to eat. Ain wanted to eat swensens and we were like, OH CAN CAN ! you pay for us ! no problem eating swensens ! then she like, aiya ! nvm lah ! lets eat burger king. But too bad it is full. So we eat at long john silver. We eat and crap along. Of course we catching up the story from each others lifeeeee. & it is just like the time we were in secondary school. We crap and crap till 8pm and we off to the cathay. Ain didnt want to watch movies but the rest want too.

So end up, we did watch movie. We watch the uninvited and it is freaking awsome show. While waiting for 8.40pm we camwore. When the time going to 8.40pm, we went to the washroom and we enter the cinema. So for the whole show mutty and ain, keep covering thier face with thier hands and me and hidayah were hold on to each other hands. HAHAHA !! eekk.. sounds lesbo ! okie we are so not ! Apparently, we bought popcorn and drinks but we only eat the popcorn 1/4 of it. HAHAHA !! and for the whole movie, i keep huging the popcorn just like my pillow and hidayah keep saying my pillow of the day ! oh what the heck ! HAHAHA !

& also, indra keep msging me when the movie been played. how sweet of him. ^^ Apparently, i was scared ahr. The only part that 4 of us shout was the oven part. The one who watch the show already should know what i am talking about. HAHAH !

So the show ended at 9+. ain keep saying she want to eat beancurd and of course we went to the place. It was pack also and we pack it and eat at cathay because everyone want to stay in a air-con place. HAHAHAHAH !! So we sit at one place and eat the beancurd and crap along till 1am HAHAHA !! We were talking about, oh wait ! i can't tell what we were talking about. its private ! (:

Walk to the bus stop, to wait for mutty's ermmm.. step dad to pick her up and me, ain and hidayah took the 6N bus. So i drop at hougang interchange and i cab back home. WOAH ! i sounds like i got alot of money. HAHAHA !! but actually i dont ! now im broke !

Reach home, at 1.30am. Then that particular someone ask me to msg him when im done doing my stuff then when i want to sleep just text him, he will wait but ahr, he already fast asleep. cool or what ?! so apprently, didnt get scolded from any of my parents. HOW COOL IS THAT ! ^^ bathe, and check my mail and sleep. WHAT A AWESOME DAY ! I LOVE THEM ALOT !

23May2009

had practical in the afternoon and im not late for school but when i open the door i found a huge bee flying infront of my gate. WHAT AN ASSHOLE ! i called my big sis to help me. So she keep asking me to run out but im too scared !

End up, sis took a gala and keep hitting the gate and shout GO AWAY ! GO AWAY ! GO AWAY ! like one crazy girl. I was laughing at her continuesly ! She is super hilarious. Guess what time i reach shcool, 1.35pm. How stupid it is. Half an hour at home trying to get the stupid bee fly away.

Reach school, change and do the curry puff with tash. Done doing, clean the table, me and ad went off just like that. hahahaa ! i came late and i go off early. cool right ! Reach home, eat and what else i will do, computerrrrrrrr.

24May2009

woke up, had breakfast and plan to go to the library. So i asked hidayah to accompany me and she ask ain to tag along also. But so sad mutty didnt follow. ): So we meet at around 3pm and i start to find my recipe. eeek ! i sounds like those aunty finding recipe. HAHAHAHA ! xD !

Found some books, borrow and we went to eat. oh ! when im out with them, it is a must to eat ! HAHAHAH !! xD! and 4 of us already boncet ! oh great !

We were outside the 7eleven and long ting were actually calling me, ain and hidayah but the main thing is i didnt hear anything. & the funniest thing is, i was facing them and i didnt see them there because i didnt wear my spec. So when i really turn at them and i was like, isn't that kenny, long ting and dora? ain and hidayah was like YAAAAAAAA !

HAHAH ! too bad, can't blame me, i can't see. Buy me a new contacts then i can see everywhere i go ! HAHAHAHA !! So went home at, 8+ and get myself online because somebody giving me a sad face because i didnt online.

ADIOS !

lets go out, like yesterday again !

2009-05-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

i will not blog till i got the yesterday picturessssssssssssssss !

so hidayah, im waitingggggggggg..

continue it tmr.. hahaha !

2009-05-22T10:55:00.000-07:00

i will make a proper post tomorrow

because the picture is with hidayah.

i just love lembuss ! (:

2009-05-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

looking at the picture make me happy (:

as usual, thursday suck and i wore slipper to school which they dont allow now a days. I was so scared to walk around the school so i stay in class.

thank god, indra keep msging me, my friends keep on missing. Either they go down to IS or they go out to refill water or they go buy food again. & i sleep half way through the demo lesson.

So, we end at 12pm, me, ad and rakinah went to west mall to have lunch. Then after eating we sit for awhile becasue me and ad was super full. I can still sleep. HAHAHA !! i am super super tired today, no idea why. Apparently, ad is the one wake me up when they want to go off. I was already, AH! UH?! oh, okie.

Walking back to school, i told ad that i really want to go home but i still walking towards the way to school. Reach school, change and everyone is already waiting downstairs. the mentor came and the lesson started.

She was super nag-y. Im F-ing serious ! today she is super nag-y like a mother ! Keep asking us to be fast which we need to do 3 things in one go. 5+ the class started to mop the floor already. I ask nisa to come bukit batok to have the cake. So she really do came.

Then, when the time we need to change, i was like shouting at ad. SUBARU ! SUBARU !(inside joke) then ad was like WHERE?! WHERE?! and my classmate all kpo, want to know what me and ad were talking about. HAHAH ! xD! But then xue qing was like, ehs i heard pipit Bf coming shatec. Then when pipit come down the stairs with her Bf everyone was like, THERE pipit's BF !

Everybody was literally ran down to see, of course, including me ahr. HAHAHAH !! excuse me, my partner mah ! i also kpo. heehee. then when they walk off, everyone were litereally laughing also ! we all laugh like hell ! even the housemaker laugh like siao !! because everyone reaction when meeting pipit's bf were like those kpo kpo kind of people. HAHAHHA ! xD !

so after that, when down to take the cake and i went off first. Meet nisa and her friend and i force them to eat one slice of the cake and i took one slice also. the cake was melting and it keep melting in the train also. For goodness sake, im not going to bring home those type of cake ever again !

oh what a F-ing thursday. *rolling eyes*

adios !

oh what the heck,

im not that close with you already

and im sad to see that ):

you busy with that someone

and i dont think you forget about us

but it is just that,

that someone is much more important

then us.

i just wish it is like

those secondary school days.

im so sad !

& i miss you !

)':

wooo~ i likeeeeee ! (:

2009-05-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

i love today !
& i hate tomorrow !

Lesson was in the afternoon and mr soo or whatever his name is, teach us. So bloody boring but the most weird thing is i pay attention. After lesson meet nisa in her school which i dont know that the lembuss are still in school ! im so happy to meet them !!

of course lah, when we meet already what else we do. CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP ! till 6+.

OMG ! i laugh alot till my stomach in pain. & oh indra give me pizza and guess what, alot of sayur(vegetable) sey ! dont like. mutty eat the most, as always. HAHAHH !!

i freaking miss them so much ! ain refuse to take picture !! ): ain pleaseeeeeeeeeee, FRIDAY !!! okie?! & i still refuse to eat my heart shape pineapple tart ! so pretty ! ^^

bye!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZURAH !!!!!!!

please notice what im trying to say

2009-05-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

This is the 3rd time making ice-cream manually(by hand). oh ! i just hate it so much. Although people say ice-cream is nice but it is very troublesome to make one without using the machine. So much of an expensive school with a spoil ice-cream machine.

Before i say out about what happen during practical lesson, today i was late for school. My alarm didn't rang and mum is the one wake me up, but wake me up at 6.15am which im already late. I bathe, just pick any shirt and bermudaz. Still, i havent pack my beg. Apparently i was in a rush just now. After packing up, took my breakfast and vitagen and off to school. Happily eating and drinking half way to the mrt, i just remember about my bloody cake box ! -.-"

So i literally walk back home just to take my bloody cake box. Lynn and ad already waiting for me at bukit batok. Walk to school and immediately change. First thing when me and ad want to enter, we got caught for not wearing hair net. *rolling eyes* i find out it is pathetic to wear hair net for a long hair people. If short hair people is a must ahr to wear but then long hair like stupid. Me and ad usually didnt wear hair net but we always keep our hair neat and tidy. The more me and ad get caught for something, the more i hate mr bernard. im serious ! although he is nice but i dont give a damn about it. i still prefer ms goh.

So today is the ice-cream cake and we going to use the ice-cream machine. Start doing the ice-cream and 3 group went to use the ice-cream machine when the next group wanted to use, it spoil. Best ehs ! *rolling eyes* So we have to put it in the walk-in freezer to cool it down. But the most sicking thing is we have to go in every 20mins to stir the ice-cream INSIDE the walk-in freezer with the door close ! Apparently, i keep on going in and out the freezer with darren.

So now i know how it feels when someone trap in the freezer for so long. Altough i was inside for just a few minutes, i was shivering like hell already ! It is already 1pm and the ice-cream still not done yet but me, ad and ai li went to take our test and im confident i will pass(i hope so) because whatever i study yesterday and just now came out. GOOD, i like ! ^^

After the test, me and ad have to stay for the bloody ice-cream. around 3-4+ we ended. We change and pack our stuff and went for our late lunch. HAHAHA !! So we crap there again as usual and ardy join in after few more hours later. & we still crap till 6+ HAHAHA !!

oh, guess what, i cut myself. I dont know how and when. although it is minor cut but it is still painful. I think yesterday i cut the butter and i cut myself without noticing. HAHAHA ! cool right.

So tomorrow with be in the afternoon and i can sleep late today ! oh, yeahhhhhhhhh !! & mooty be jelouse, my ice-cream cake is in the freezer and im going to eat it all by myself till i got brain freeze !!

ADIOS !

oh, what a day.

2009-05-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

mum ask me to eat vegetable and i dont really want but i just eat it for the sake mum ask me too. hehe ! ^^ see, im a good girl.

Sooooo, today practical was tiring, im super serious ! gosh ! when i already wash the bowls my partner will like pass me another dirty one. So i have to wash it without any complaint. My partner is the one doing the banana filo and im the one doing the irritating apple tarte tartin. I have to like arrange the slices apple one by one because we need to plate the dessert. & i just love the way i arrange the apples although it is irritating. HAHAH ! so pretty. too bad readers i didnt take picture of my plated desserts.

Me and ad asked lynn to buy for us lunch and we ended at 2pm. -.-" We suppose to end at 1pm. & GOSH ! when i wanted to plate the dessert for both of them, *slap fore-head* me, ad and my partner having a hard time scooping the bloody ice-cream that keep on melting ! We need to make it into a baseball shape and i getting it but when i scoop it again for the last time it become squash ! ASSHOLE right !

End up, my partner give up she scoop up the ice-cream and place it on the plate and took the picture and off washing the bowls. HAHAHA !! So left me and ad, we keep on complaint about the bloody ice-cream. & few more try i got it but my mentor says it is too small but it is good enough for a good try. ^^

After that, help my partner wash the bowls and clean up. After practical was food cost, i can still survive, not sleepy. HAHAHA !! but when it was demo lesson, i was already half dead ! Ad was stoning already ! HAHAHAH ! xD !

But today, demo is half way through. Did you believe if i say my mentor need to go through 37 slides for ice-cream. Everyone were keep telling mr bernard to continue other day & apparently he did. HAHAHAH !! xD !

okie best ! the people that i want to talk now is online. it is like they know im waiting for them ! COOL ! HAHAH !

ADIOS !

i just miss laughing like crazy person !

2009-05-17T01:29:00.000-07:00

oh, wake up with a painful neck. GOSH !

its sunday and it is a bloody sunday, guess what, i miss my last episode of korean drama again ! WTH ! i slept late yesterday thats why. oh FISH !

i got work plan to do and project to be done by next 3 weeks which both yet to do. im such a lazy person right, i know ! HAHAHA !

apparently, i keep turning around from my sis laptop to the desktop. Oh ! im tired now and im done what i wanted to do. & tomorrow school, oh what the heck.

HAHAH ! i used "oh" too often now adays because it sounds so nice to me. HAHAHA !! i just wish i get sick again. oopss !

ADIOS !

i still dont quite know what i want right now

but i hope "love ya"

meant for my sentence.

oh, help me pleaseeeeee !

2009-05-16T08:08:00.000-07:00

oh what a F-ing day. I was fine in school but when i reach home, i just bust out with anger ! im serious. i just dont know what im angry at.

oh, & thats my pineapple tart that i make just now. apparently, i went home with lynn, she need to meet her friend at douby ghout so she ask me to accompany her, & i did.

So they alight at potong pasir and of course i alighted at kovan. HAHA !

oh guess what, after my brother got married, i dont think i can use the computer like i used too. sad case right. Most probably i will die from boredness ! or i will go out like everyday !

ADIOS !

how am i gg to finish the sentence

when i want you to finish it up for me.

i just can't help it.

2009-05-15T08:24:00.000-07:00

oh ! boring friday

food cost lesson was cancel and demo was F-ing boring. it is like wasting my time coming to school on friday ! like seriously !

after school, meet annisaah. So i meet annisaah and her friends at jurong east. Walk to imm and meet annisaah another 2 of her friends. Eat and they wanted to play the water there but end up cannot. ): too bad.

Around 7++ we when off and we took the train towards jookoon and bounce back. annisaah friend,indra was shouting in the train because theres no one. Like super loud lah. So we were like crapping in the train, camwore and laugh like one bunch of assholessssss ! (:

Apparently annsiaah's friends were hell yeah, crazy ! seriously ! so, tomorrow school will be in the afternoon, and it is super stupid !! i can't go out with my friends ! ): but i will find a way.

so ADIOS !

get a life man !

2009-05-14T05:14:00.000-07:00

red spec. with stupid face, oh ! thats me ! HAHAH !

i didnt set my alarm yesterday night, i totally forget about it but apparently, i recieve a msg early in the morning. I read the msg and i set my alarm for just 20mins and i sleep back. what to expect im tired !

school was suck because it is thursday. Got back our food cost control test paper and i just pass it which i thought that i going to fail. Got to work hard on exam time. after that had demo. wasn't that great because we need to do alot of writting, its boring and sleepy. After that, my mentor start demo-ing ice-cream. I wasn't excited about it. Was sleepy and the air-con was freaking cold like hell ! Done with demo, had our 1hr break.

After the break had practical. Practical wasn't that great either. I always hate thursday practical becuase usually we will go home late at night. As for today, its fast, we end at 6pm. Ad wanted to do her outdated cake (HAHAHA!) So i help her out and guess what, all my shirt got a chocolate stain(?) on it. thank you ehs ad ! hahaha ! xD !

Apparently, me and ad are the last one to leave the room. I was freaking tired and my feet hurt alot because of the new sandal i wore just now. So i went home with kian hong. That guy keep walking very fast till i got to catch up with him. oh ! what the heck sey !

Reach home and a few hours later, brother reach home. He was FREAKING irritating till i got to shout at him like one freaking crazy girl ! i bet the neighbour heard me shouting. I swear he is freaking irritating like hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ! i just can't stand him today !

& oh, i just got a liar friend, oh wait ! he is not my friend anyway. HAHAHHA !!

oh gosh, my feet hurt so much till i cant walk properly. I swear this computer im using is F-ing irritating also ! it is super slow but it is already re-formate(?) already. stupid right, i know ! & my brain cant just think right now ! oh, busted ! i want that beg lah, asshole ! im so vulgar today. oh, what the heck !

okie go back and rewind, what do you mean by that ?!

ADIOS !

oh, what a GREAT day.

2009-05-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

oh what a day. im so tired but its worth it. its been long i didnt went to town so, me, ad and rakinah did. Before telling you readers what we do in town i should tell you what happen before it.

Woke up at 9.30am, suppose to wake up at 8am. So i bathe, change and off to meet lembuss and annisaah at clementi. Reach clementi, pass the cake and we waited for mutty. End up shes at kfc. so i meet mutty at the bus stop and give the cake. Fatin was like, "i suke when you datang" AHAHAH !! xD !

so pass the cake and suppose to meet indra but if i meet him i gg to be late for school. So told him not gg to meet him, i drop at b.batok and meet lynn and ad. Eat and crap at kfc. Around 1.30+ walk to school slowly with avian.

Reach school, end up the teacher was busy with one of the shatec student and lesson have been so call cancel. *rolling eyes* Then we can't decide where to go. Ad wanted to go cotton on. So we end up going Ps. Then end up also i meet indra at douby ghout.

Ad plan to buy cardigen but she end up bought a dress. HAHAH ! it is super freaking nice lah ! im gg to be jelouse ! Then we went to watch movies, a last minute plan. we watch 17 again ! and at last we got to watch it !! HAHAHA !

end at 9, plan to take picture but all not nice. then back home. im super lazy to elaborate more.
okie i just reliase i use "end up" most of the time. HAHAHA !

ADIOS !

something new.

2009-05-12T07:53:00.000-07:00

oh, just check out my black forest cake. ^^

it was tuesday and im ready for school. Didnt sleep well yesterday. I slept at 4am. HAHAHA !! so i only have two and a half hours of sleep. Told ad and ad say that im excited for school. HAHAHAH ! maybe. (:

Reach school, change and lesson started. Start doing the cake and end at 11+am. im not going to elaborate practical lesson. We finally ended at 1. So we were sitting outside the practical room doing nothing. *rolling eyes*

So when lesson ended, when for lunch with ad. So we sit and crap till 4. We plan not to sit there for so long. HAHAH !! but just can't help it. So ad need to go to her cousin house then i need to go home and go out again to meet second sis.

Reach home, bathe and went out. Went to ps first to buy the sandal that i wanted. hehehe ! (: then to novena to meet my second sis. Shes actually working. So i bought some clothes at sis work place. I went home at 8.30pm.

So tomorrow will be meeting ad and lynn for lunch. & oh ! meeting the lembusss and annisaah tmr for the cake and that indra also. ALAMAK, that indra ahr *slap fore-head*

ADIOS !

happy me !

2009-05-11T04:37:00.000-07:00

ouhhhhhh ! what the heck ! hahahah ! with the bored-ness at home, guess what i did. I sleep, woke up, eat, tv, sleep, woke up, computer. HAHAHA !! when the computer was on, open up my songs and i started jumping up and down, singing out loud and dance like one assholeeeee ! HAHAHAHAH !! even mum ask me what am i trying to do. HAHAHA !! okie bedek ahr. Apparently, mum was entertaining somebody downstairs.

So, school starts tomorrow and im ready for schooooooooool ! Not that excited but im excited to meet lynn and adredna for no reason ! AHAHAHA ! maybe miss them too much ahr.

Actually im waiting for brother to reach home because im hungry !!! he suppose to share the packet of rice with me before he went for swimming but then i was in the toilet, so he just went off just like that ! ALAMAK ! see lah now im hungry !

oh ! will be making black forest cake tomorrow. Not excited to make because my chocolate sponge cake turn out ugly but what the heck, it going to cover with chocolate around it. hehehe. ! oh ! i just miss camworing with the lembussss !

& guess what, hehehe ! mum allow me to use my bank money to buy the stuff that i need. So i told her i wanted a pair of sandal because i cant wear slipper to school. So the conversation between me and mum goes like this.

mum: buy another pair? later dad say you all like caterpiller
me: HUH? caterpiller?
mum: ya lah ! you got 5 pump shoe, 3 shoe & alot of slipper then now sandal
me: aiya, i can't wear slipper to school.
mum: serve you right ! see lah buy alot of slipper for what
me: eh! i dont have any slipper. those slipper is ida one !!!!
mum: but still you all got alot of shoe already !
me: -_-

but who cares ! im going to buy a sandal !!! okie lets go out this weekend okie !?!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE !

(:

2009-05-10T03:05:00.001-07:00

dear you,

I...
*oh whatever*

for goodness sake lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

2009-05-09T04:32:00.001-07:00

what the heck ! it is just a wedding invitation card. you dont need to spend again just because you dont like it. you still have another 3more children to get married. For just one phatetic thing, you can argue with mum. Come on lah, it is just a wedding card. At least, brother took out his OWN money, okie !

dad keep arguing with mum about bro's wedding invitation card. Dad dont really like it thats why. When asked to follow, he dont want then now he want to make a big WHO-HA ! *rolling eyes*

Been force to go to religous class today ! & of course i will give the angry face ! Come on, who likes to go religous class, NOT ME ! apparently, today religious class ended quite fast. okie, today is saturday and the time flys super fast like a train. okie faster then a train, maybe rocket? hahha !

Now mum ask me to do some of my brother's wedding stuff. WTH ! second sis suppose to do that not me ! doing some art and craft is suck ! haha ! i used to like it but not now. The only task that i want to do for brother's wedding day is the wedding cake thats all but noooooooo second sis is busy with school and work. OH ! COME ONNNN ! excuses !

I thought of having holiday is good idea because i can go out but no point going out without any money right. Im F-ing broke like hell ! i only left $1.35 for next week. come one 35cents also still money ! i've heard from my classmate, the housemaker say this, "5cents still money, if you dont have 5cents you can't ride the bus" i wanted to laugh but it does make sense. HAHAHA !! All of a sudden she sounds like my mother ! HAHAAH ! xD !

For so many times ive said that im not going to enter ite clementi or not even walking there to meet my friends but i still did it ! Last wed, i went to meet the lembusss and annisaah outside thier school then i went to school. Had test and that indra keep calling me 3times !!!! ALAMAK ! sibok jer ! then, i was bored and i dont wish to go home because no one at home, called nisa and i went to thier school. Went home at 6.30pm. & that nizar make everyone laugh like #$&%^#^&!$%&!!%$ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*slap fore-head*

im so freaking bored till i have a headache. HAHAHAH !!
ADIOS !

sunny day.

2009-05-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

isnt he cute ! HAHAH !! look cute and innocent but guess what he soooo not innocent ! his mouth is worst then an aunty at the market. HAHAHAH !

As for today, not a good day, not a bad day either. All i know today is the most hottest day ever ! Practical was fine. Went home at 6+.

Suppose to be studying but lazy lah. hehehe ! ^^ okie, what me and ad did today was spying at people who we dont like at all !! We keep looking at that person till they went off thennnnn we go back to our practical room. check out the boyfriend. HAHAHAH ! xD !

Today, i feel like a kuku because it is just me and ad. usually theres lynn. So lynnnnnnnnn if can, dont go home ! HAHAHAH !!

apparently, it is a boringggggggggggggggggggggg thursday thats all..
ADIOS !

oh god,

please, just take him.

he scares a lot people already.

he suffer too much.

please, just take him.

give him some peace.

oh god, please.

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